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it was the next day nd i had to go to school

i just dont understand why ethan would think i did something like that

i love him so much nd he knows that

my eyes were low and red since i had been up all night getting high but somehow i didn't cry

which suprised me too

i just put on a black and white nike set before slowly walking downstairs praying my mom wasn't home

there was a note and i let out a breath i didn't even know i was holding

i did not want her here cause she would know im high

anyway i start walking to school before someone pulls on my arm

i jump a little since i was listening to music and didn't see anyway come near me

"hey b you good?" nicole laughs and starts walking with me as she throws her arm around my shoulder

"uh yea i-im fine" i say dropping my head a little

"oh bae whats wrong?" she asks before i shutter and pull her into a hug

"ethan, he thinks im cheating on him" i say as my head is burried into her

"we got into a big argument and he isn't talking to me"

"aw b just, just give him some space maybe he'll come around and talk, but for now you can't make it seem like your dying without him" she smiles at the last part

i looked a mess and she knew that but didn't say anything

i nod my head before we both walk into first period, which we had with ethan, ddot and dd

we both walk im taking our spots which i was by dd and ddot and she sat next to ddot

ethan wasnt here yet but he would usaually sit by me

he finally walked and with his head down and his eyes puffy, he looked like he was crying

i actually thought he wouldnt sit by me but he did, he took his normal seat but he didnt look up

im assuming dd and ddot knew since they didn't say anything about ethan which i thought they would

it was an akward silence for a while til nicole said something