talk to. Everyone will judge me and talk down on me or turn their back and idk if I can handle that. For the rest of the day, I spent it in my bed, in the dark listening to sad music and cried my heart out.
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Ty'annah Brooks ❥ Harlem, New York 11:30pm
" ddot " I said lowly
" hmm " he hummed sitting up
" I'm going home now, I'll see you tomorrow " I said yawning
" ok, call me when you get home so I can fall asleep mami " he said rolling over hugging on my waist
" you so clingy " I said giggling playing with his wild hair
" shut up cus no I'm not " he said mugging me while letting go of me
" nahh you are but it's cute, no one's ever been this attached to me and I love it, I fall harder and harder for you everyday we're together " I said caressing his cheek
" I feel in love " he mumbled looking down
" I do to but it's to early to be sure of that so until we're 100% sure of it let's not say it okay " I said smiling
" I'm like 99.9999999% sure I love you, your the only one who needs to be sure because it's sounding like you don't " he said sitting up
" I feel in love but I can't tell for sure if it's actual love or it might just be for the moment which I'm really praying and hoping it's not because I really like you a lot and enjoy your company so much I'd love for you to be in my future but I wanna be sure before I fully commit myself to love and I'm also scared of that so bare with me I've never felt love before " I said sighing
" I feel ya, I don't plan on leaving your side anytime soon but don't play wit me and Ian gone play wit you alright " he said looking me in my eyes
" I won't but I should be leaving now " I said hugging him one last time
" ok byeeee baeeee " he sung kissing all over my face
" baeee? " I said reenacting the Soulja Boy sound on the tiktok
" yeah you my wife,my bae,my world my everything girl " he said pecking my lips
" you my everything to " I smiled kissing his lips
" alright now bye " he chuckled pushing me away
" wowww any other night you'd be crying that I'm leaving your side and now you kicking me out " I said acting like I was hurt adding an dramatic gasp in there as well
" now who's sounding like the clingy one, you know you don't want to leave me " he said with a sly smile
" byeee darrian " I said laughing
" ight you ruined it bro " he said smacking his lips
" I ain't ya bro darrian " I said standing up
" keep calling me that and you will be my bro, one of the dead bros at that, really gonna be rest in peace real soon keep playing Ty'annah " he said pointing his lanky ass finger in my face
" now I'm never speaking to you again " I said swatting his hand away
" aight I'll call you later " he said laughing
" ion find shit funny " I mumbled grabbing one of his hoodies from his closet and slipped it over my head letting it drop the rest
He just kept on laughing while I got myself ready to leave. I got sum for his ass later, i can fall asleep without him being around or on the phone so he's the one who's gonna be up all night and tired all day
tomorrow and ima plan something fun so he can't fall asleep then do it all over again just to teach him to stop taking me for a joke. Bitches be bonkers for real.
" goodbye darrien " I mumbled grabbing my duffel bag and walked out his room
I made it downstairs seeing it was empty. He came running down behind me and pulled me into his arms.
" bye mamas " he mutter kissing my lips
" bye ddot " I muttered into the kiss breaking away
" for real call me when you home " he said sternly
" fasho " I smirked kissing his bottom lip biting it lightly while pulling away
" stoppp bro " he groaned gripping my butt
" alright safety " I smiled turning around opening the door
" safety wifey " he said as I walked out
I went and got in my Uber putting my AirPods in my ear. Ion live that far from him so this drive would be quick but I still liked listening to music. I finally made it home and I'm as tired. The last couple days with the
boys drained me and all I wanted to do was sleep. I unlocked the door and walked in feeling the warmth and the smell of my strawberry and vanilla candles I had lit downstairs. I smiled and shut the door making
sure to lock it. Keem and quan weren't home, they've been working on their music and stuff and I'm happy for them. I went upstairs to my room and dropped my bag. I went to my drawers and grabbed a sports bra
and some Nike pros. I grabbed my towel and wash rag going to the bathroom.
TIME SKIP✰ ༄༄༄༄
I sighed laying down in my bed I just got finished eating then brushing my teeth. I was tired and I was for real when I meant I was calling ddot just for the shit he said earlier, joking or not him and his sleep can
kiss my ass. I felt my phone vibrate beside me making me groan and pick it up, I saw it was a text from dior making me smile. She's probably the first girl I've ever clicked with this fast and she's such a vibe and so
pretty. I've never had a friend like this before and it excites me a little to see where are friendship moves.
Dee💕😚 Heyy girl can we link tomorrow and talk, I have something important I need to tell you
Ty😍💘 Yes Ofc just tell me a time and place I'll be there
Dee💕😚 3:30 and I'll send you the addy to the place tomorrow
Ty😍💘 Okok see you tomorrow ❤️ Read
I furrowed my eyebrows seeing she left me on read. I shook my head and I shut my phone off plugging it in. I tossed and turned trying to get comfortable and fall asleep but I soon realized I couldn't. I sighed and
rolled my eyes picking my phone back up and FaceTimed ddot who answered right away smiling.
" took ya long enough " he said
" shut up I couldn't sleep " I mumbled setting my phone up
" Ik we in the same boat partna " he said snuggling his pillow
" don't wanna talk abt it " I said doing the same closing my eyes
" goodnight wife " I heard him mumbled
I smiled and felt myself falling asleep hearing his light snores through the phone. ༄༄༄ Sooo i made a notti book!😝😝 just don't know if I should drop it or not but I think I'm gonna redo my dd book ion like it anymore 😒
