2023 month january cold. stupid and boring. nothing really interesting happened besides new phone and moved house i guess
february got into south park, ordered stuff off amizaon relapsed and that's basically it. kinda lame if tou AKS ME also still cold and lame also stinkbugs everywhere bothering me
oh march hardly even remembered this (i was looking for a suicide note i left in wattpad so you can guess) i hate southpark now, this month felt like nothint. i didnt go to school like once this month, skipped. feel like killing myself got groomed twice on purpose. blocked em both, and uninstalled twitter agian. i hope i make a friend this april im writing this on the 30th at 6:06pm , i doubt anything evenful will happen tomorrow. hoping i mark my words
April first sing i listened to was scar tattoo its only teh 30th. i'll have to put the last song i listened to tomorrow. Being honest. It went so well at first, i am coming slightly out of the shell i made for myself. It ended poorly. I came into the month with no friends, and i ended with no friends. My best month honestly so far. even though i still .. am nothing. my last song was Post modern weaboo at literally 11:58 pm i forgot about this
May Fiest sonf was PLANNED and scotch cherries It was so well, it started off so well. I ruined it , only me. I cried once, and half a time. I think i might be turning this around. It's my fault completely, i can't do this again. I'm not sad right now, honestly content but, i still feel weird. My friends don't like me, I can tell. it's the 30th in have to list the last song listened to in a little. I still need to find a best friend, one that'll like me. The argus was the last song i listened to.
June gah, first somg i listened to was i will not lie Afterthought by Fugazi. I forgot about this. It's mid please be a good month. ok im in the bathroom at 12:00am i literally JUST woke up it says funny thing thunder cat but it's really flagpole sitta first ever thing where i'm not SAAD or """"content@""" i am angry my laptop fucked up but it's okay. it MIGHT be going well, but i am also also pissed he left. i did have a good sleep and a good morning earlier. Hopefull we find some place to talk int. hopefully something happens . please be okay me :3 please let these thirty days pass and i'm happy like this next time.
July first song was pride by kendrick, i dont know COOL. good month or bad month (bad is my guess)
bad. don't wanna elaborate. crazy i can go from having thr besg month to the worst. last song is cotton drifting . overall shit, it's a month away from rl school, i'm a husk of who ï previously was. gross. i feel disgusting and ugly, because i am. piercing soon, enjoy the cartilage as i bave to heal in 2-4 months. yuaaaah.
August did i not say the first song i listened to wat it wa s Do I Make You Feel Shy? Connan Mockasin van you tell i fell asleep listening to music shit month my guess ssssooooo :3 yeah shit month, couldnt get the piercing sl ive uhh just been playing with the septum rings. got into homestuck which normally wouldnt be relevant but its consuming my whole life, august has been nothing, but this spacehey page is sorta cool. WAS sorta cool, right now my laptops being a diuche so im urhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmm mad. i honestly just like customization rather than having pages like this. my carrd is more sentimental toward myselfbas in like uhhh i like it better because its so ugly, and stupid and ME. i DID however like the fact that i indulged time into something, originally i was gonna give up because i failed on one sungle thing (still cant do it right now) and on the other hand my depression is spiraling and getting worse i guess, fun. Can you tellbi uhhh am desperate for human interaction or to be killed. but yeah the month coming to a close i have a STRONG urge to kill myself and i feel asifbnobody will save me. real school seemed exciting in the way that opening the discord server seemed, as soon as it happened and someone joined i shriveled up and criiiiieeed like a little bitch. did i mention during this lonth i -installed tiktotk -opened a new server which got shut down briefly uhh -hoemstuck -tried to get groomed again -so much a03 fanfic -include this part in the next month, its only the 30th so we will do the song thing tomorrow longest one because i'm back on my talking to myself shit, june was better, everyone liked me in june. rest in piece. please be a good month, please talk to someone please be a good person, when i read this in one month i dont wanna see "it was bad again, fuck september." please god, i trust you, i trust ONLy yo. I'm being a little too serious but If i neet again i'm gonna be extremely upset, really upset . i see you sitting here on the bed in the bathroom or some shit typing up in here, going "oiohh but i'm depressed,. i have no life already whats worth saving???" it's so fucking easy, do a good job you worthless disgusting piece of meat, do your job, your only job is to TRU your hardest. you're still thoroughly socially inept amd that's why nobody want to befriend you , even if you try. jyst keep fucking trying. You asshole if i spend september doing this again and come back on the 30th with a little :( or even a little "i feel empty" i will shoot myself ehen october comes,. i swear on it. Fukcing Ado something with the next month, even if it's not as great as june or even if you're going through a huge identity crisis. stop. you'll find someone, even if you dont want to. they will come and they"ll meeeage you everyday, ut will be fun. fuck. jesus this was the lingest month so far. please, read tjis me. two days, you uave two days to TRY , september hits and you dont talk to atleast 5 people its over last song was yamabuki faggits by goreshit. i am relatively happier YAAAAAAAAAY GOOD MONTH GOOD MONTH
ok not good i know i said i wouldn't say this but i am extremely fucking tired and i really want toend my life nothing else happened this month but i am so tired and i am over typing this. 29th, so will get last song tomorrow ahd i'm just so fucking over it. just euthanize me please. aslo cannot blame myself here i'm so over its over for me and nobody cares abiut me
think it was katamari damacy by digighojls i forgot about this i was looking on ebay for epic face accounts. erm yeah dude we are so back juts joshing month was the most miserable its been at thr rnd especiall. october , start of it seems ok! just be good, just talk hopefully it's okay atleast good bye
29th again since dleeted that gay emoji pee you it's like the thirtieth cuz im bOYTTA SLEEP SOON so fuck GRANDMAs house arc omegle arc roblox arc roblox GRINDING o can i just sum up these months with arcs ill write it here january moving in being gay on discord alone arc february soutb park being gay on tiktok alone arc march thatvhandsome devil bug nigga sick ass oneyplays pfp arc april discord beginning and peak may discord mid and oneyplays peak with the stonetoss filler and a peadog filler and weird weird liquid chris dropoff (decrease in viewership) so they put an egg in it and then threw the egg at a bts poster to kill stonetoss so this was more of a peak arc june discord end but a discord nitro month they hid a perc in the airvent shitty carrd immage spongeai discord hulk smash arc i think Uhhh tTHE miguel o hara image was here july death metal start minus 8 sanrio pfp in a few months im gonna look back at october 2023 like this why isthere a homestuck image i dont read homesruck until august ?????? ? august idont caasre i codnt carreni wa nna stroke my cock and stare at anime tits bye This month was so grandmas house idk it wa ss okay im gonna try kmgelee when i get banned ahain then ill find a few servers and then stroke my dick cum into the mouth of disboard bye Now and forever - Dystopia i like this song i want to harm myself but i also want to jack my dick off a gain. I have been at grandmas house a month i want to go home but dude Diuuuuude DUDE!!!!!! DUDE DUDE ROBLXO ok fuck just not a good month (i'm 16 now. i am gonna go home and jakc my dick its december already!) bye
hi 29th nov my birthday is in like 2 days Okay fuck it's the 1st now i'm ending off on a weird note I made a friend thats the exact opposite of what i want i'm lost i'm confused bro It's oike novermber was a haze of confusion and death it's my birthday tomorrow i didnt mean to delay this one but i feel pathetic and sad and want to die furiously the only friend i have is annoying and i don't like him Last song was skibidi toilet
it is 2024. i am going to make a new one of these after i write this i would have spent 2024 in mt room but it doesn't fuckin matter either way i am not sad nor happy i just feel kind of ehh i think i reread all of this in like october/september it's january now So publishing Extremely shitty my 2024 discord layout is #pawsome myold account got perm deleted and so did the onyl funny fucking account i had
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niggaaaaa okay bruh so this year jan - dec peak was in november possibly october i have like a dog penis i'm ending as a 16 year old next year is 17 (officially not a minor and not excusable by "well erm he was a kid") ok fuck i was gonna write something long but i'm not in a manic mood more of a i'm fonna draw a bunch of shitty porn and stare at my junk for a while published and a new one :-/ mid year allaround bai next year is going to be special (retarded way( i meant to listen to alex g but my grandma had PEOPLE OVER last somg was supposed to be hole in the ground - alex g election year too nigga this sucks . publish it asap holy shit rereading this was ï supposed to do first or last song of the month cuz i switched it up so much first song so my first song can be an alex g song
