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Chapter 4 - Changes Are Sudden

Lena: Wow, I didn't know they were like that!

Tn: Wow, that's awesome, so what do you want to play, look we can order food too!

Lena: Yeah, let's play first.... Black Ops *you say which one*.

Yn: 'Aside from cute, she's got culture if she didn't have a girlfriend... yeah right as if she had a chance' Go, until round 100....

Lena: Yes!

And so they played for 5 hours different games, neither of the 2 mentioned what happened when they asked for the room, and ended their time

Yn: Well Lena it was fun, it's late I'll walk you home.

Lena: Yes... Hey, let's have a coffee first, do you think?

Yn: Well, if you want

They go to a cafe, order and you start talking.

Yn: Well, what happened?

Lena: 'How did you know something happened?' Well you see.... I...

Yn: What?

Lena: I... got kicked out of overwatch.

Yn: Wait, are you serious? For?

Lena: You see when you helped me I was demoted because I let a civilian interfere in the mission and when you got out of the hospital the account was sent directly to overwatch and they found out that I also put your life in danger, the commander scolded me and fired me from overwatch...

Yn: *you put your hands on top of Lena's hands* Forgive me, I ruined your job, I didn't ruin your life..

Lena: *blushes* No, you didn't in fact it was a lot of stress and I was never at home

Yn: I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Lena: N-no need to they would have killed Mondatta if it wasn't for you, thank you....

Yn:'Shit... I knew something was wrong but... why didn't you get mad at me, you did the opposite' And why did you still invite me to all this?

Lena: I guess I wanted to distract myself with you, you're the only one I can play with who's not 9000 Milles away...

Yn: What? You don't have any friends doing this? I thought by the way you are you would have a lot *They haven't separated their hands*.

Lena: You see the restrictions of overwatch are very extreme among them almost no interacting with external people.

Yn: I see... and what does Emily say about this?

You see that Lena is saddened and hugs you, they are sitting next to each other.

Yn: Lena?

Lena: I can't take it anymore Yn, I can't, I can't, I can't *she starts to cry*.

You just caress her head

Lena: I've had enough

Yn: Wait emily? Think about what you're saying

Lena: NO I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT TOO MANY TIMES.

She was screaming in tears but as she screamed against you her screams were muffled.

Lena: SHE NEVER DOES ANYTHING, SHE SAYS SHE'S GOING TO STUDY BUT SHE WAS LYING TO ME, SHE WAS GOING TO ANYTHING ELSE AND THAT WAS 1 YEAR AGO!

Yn: Lena... 'How can you go from having such incredible joy to this despair'.

Lena: AND THEN AFTER I GET TIRED OF WORK RISKING MY FUCKING LIFE AND I HAVE TO DO THE CHORES, COOKING, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, IT'S TOO MUCH WORK.