Can't sleep.
Staring at my ceiling, getting darker.
What am I searching for?
There is no light.
The darkness surrounds me, engulfs me
Back again ?
It's the same but different
The dark ceiling seems to mock me
03:26am, the lighter it gets outside, the darker my ceiling gets
The light represents a different day, no way.
Failure, let down, selfish.
How could you let these people get close?
You will leave them.
Death seems more appealing every day.
Confused, frustrated
All these years wasted, exhausted.
Cried for help but no longer want to hear solutions, hurt.
Disappointment, guilt.
Cant comprehend perfection is impossible
How could you be so gullible?
You're laughable, do yourself a favour
Break the mirror.
Disgusted.
