Angels.

"The boy and The woman"

Well, I'm Mar and I'm here to tell you everything about myself.

I'm a little teenager boy who is in love with his teacher, a really pretty and wonderful teacher who is like an angel right in my eyes, such a pretty face she has. "oh god, what a face she has!" I always say, i was extremely annoying to my friend's about her !! I would do anything to prove her my love for her. Actually I did, but with a strange and sadly way I've could done it. Well, I'm suicidal, and I tried my attempt which it didn't work and I found out in the hospital and saw my 3 favorite teaches. Ms Mary, Ms Eva and Mr Tilemaxos, one of the best teacher I've met in my school career. Eva was the angel i was always talking about, they've talked with my parent's before I woke up and they knew everything, they've found out that I was in the lgbtq community and suddenly supported me and all the entire school at the time was passing (but we will continue on that part later..)

I woke up and saw them talking, i looked and realized it was her
"The angel that I love, Eva. She's here."
I couldn't believe that she would actually COME  and check on me. She was obviously my favorite teacher but we've never been that close as a teacher- student relationship.  So, as I opened my eyes they saw me and said:
"Hey there lovely Mar, did you sleep well?" They all smiled but their faces seemed worried at the same time
I said "Uh, yeah I guess so I'm fine but, what you guys doing here-? Weren't you supposed to be at school?"

Mary responded:
"Yeah, we should've but we aren't, we are here to check up on you and take care of you while you're parents aren't here."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing at the time and more shocking was that Eva was here, right in front of me, smiling. One of my biggest desires was to hug her and have a closer relationship with her but because I'm the person I am I knew this would never happen and I was so sure about it.

Mr Tilemaxos said:
"Hey Mar wanna go for a walk and get you something to eat and have a chat all together?"

I looked at him and I saw that he was there too. I really couldn't believe it. My Art Teacher was there too, as my German Teacher and my Odyssey Teacher. Such a shock but happiness too.

"Yeah, why not let's go i want to walk a lil bit "

So, they've helped me and get to take something to put myself in and feel at least a little better.

While I was eating a sandwich and them drinking their coffee, Mary asked me:
" We're you always like this? You were always suicidal before?"
I looked back at Mary and said
" For a while yeah I've been."
And then I looked at fear with Eva and she seemed so serious, I already realized that I disappointed her, I wanted to just hug her and screamed how sorry I'm already and she knew I'm SO SURE she knew that I was suicidal like the drawing she saw that I did last year which was written
"I can't wait to die"
Yeah, I wouldn't lie she kinda has a point to be shocked.  After this kind of chat we had we went back to my room and I went to relax a little. While I was sleeping, the teachers was talking mostly Mary and Tilemaxos with as Eva was looking at me peacefully sleeping. It felt like we had a connection with eachother.
Both of them said that I might go through something that I didn't say anything to anyone at least that what they thought when they started meeting me better and better as time passed by.