im sorry that i don't sneak out to go to parties
im sorry i don't drink
im sorry i dont do drugs
im sorry I'm not a slut
im sorry I'm not suicidal
im sorry i dont cut even when i want to
im sorry i cry when im sad
im sorry im trying as hard as i can
im sorry you dont beleave me when i say im serious
im sorry im over weight
im sorry im dyslexxic and ADHD
im sorry i dont always want to exercise
im sorry i dont always want to eat healthy
im sorry im not the best at flute
im sorry i dont like to clean my room
im sorry i have friends i want to protect
im sorry i have people who will stand up for me when others make fun of me behind my back
im sorry im insecure at times
im sorry you dont like all of my friends
im sorry you dont understand my writing
im sorry your life was hard as a kid
im sorry there are things i cant control
im sorry that i would give up my life to protect you or someone else i love
______________________________________________________________________________
to my mother who i may never let read this
i wrote this when i was kinda depressed so dont judge me this was just some stuff i had to get of my chest
