As Maddie navigates through all the problems in her life a special someone comes to change her perspective, Changing her life in a way no one ever expected
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Madeleine Perez 02•15•22 6:28 "whatchu tryna do mama" Mil says looking at her
"nothing. can we just chill" she says changing
"thas cool wit me" she said sitting down on Maddy's ben
"hey can we go to your house tho" she called from the bathroom as she put on some sweat pants. "Yea. okay"
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"how was school" maddy said climbing beside her in Mil's bed "ehh yk not shit" She responded
"what's new witcha" Mil spoke again
"same old same old. i think i wanna go into the entertainment industry. but like i want to go to school for it too, gain some knowledge. have a college life!" Madeline explained with curiosity rather than certainty
"aye what eva you tryna do. im behind. forever"
"what about you hm" Maddy returned the question
"nun much. im finna go visit my dad soon" she expresses
"ohhh thats good. do you know when?" Maddy smiled excited for Camille to reunite with her father again
"sometime round next week" she said making her nod
"mmm. can we take a nap im sleepy" maddy said
"yea come on li girl"
"Hi AshTray" Romina said walking into the room
"wassup. whatchu need mama" he looked at her
"can i get 2 eighths?"
"$40"
she handed him the money smiling
"aight here you go Mina"
"Thanks" she took it from him
"um do you go to school?" she asked the question that has been racking her brain bc she never saw him
"nahh. i was finna drop out but Fez said i should have an education. incase shit happens ya know?" He replied
"hmm you should try public school"
"it ain my thing"
"but that was before, there's more to look forward to now" she smirked. in her case; she was high as a kite. She was running low on weed but she could've lasted about a week she really just wanted to see the mystery boy that shes been thinking about since she met him.
"and that is"
"me!" and with that she walked away cheesing hard asl
she could hear him laughing amused as she walked off "bye Fez" she smiled walking out of the building
1:52 Am
I sat there on my bed listening to music just sitting there
this is how i think. when i dont know whats wrong but i just cant feel. its like im sad but im not, its not that im depressed(im not one to self diagnose), im perfectly functioning and all. i still hang out with my friends but i kind of just sit there until someone asks me whats wrong and i have to say nothing. its the only answer because i dont know whats wrong i just know that im drained. and even with my frequent thoughts about suicide and death i know there are many's things that are so strong that im positive i wont commit. so that brings me back to my point i dont know what is wrong with me.
2 a.m. again and I'm thinkin' 'bout 2 a.m. again and I'm thinking, should I come through? Can I come kick, can I come kick with you? 2 a.m. again and I'm thinkin' 'bout 2 a.m. and I'm stuck up thinkin' about the Last time you were behind me, all in the mirror I could see everything you would be doin' I could see everything, lookin' at me like you love me I know you don't love me I never care long as I come first, you come on time I reverse, you rewind, do it again Stuck in time, do it again All you ever say is, "Come and see me for once "Come and see me for once" You don't ever come to me, yeah You don't ever come, why you never come? Will you ever come?
2AM by SZA played throughout my room as the boy appeared in my mind
"hy you never come to me, no? Why you never come to me? Why you never come to me, no?" i sang lowly
tears started pouring out of my eyes unexpectedly "bro what the fuck. why am i crying"i whined confused
i got up and decided to go for walk. i grabbed a pre-rolled, my airpods, lighter, jacket, and my put on my slides. i grabbed my keys and walked out the house
" 'don't ever accept no favors'2 AM in the parking garage, it's clearly a no brainer should have left you last july but I was only tryna save us maybe it's these memories or maybe it's the chase or maybe it's whenever I roll over to your face whatever it is, I know you don't wanna be saved no, I never thought it would go up in flames" i sung along to Mariah ( 2 you)
i was walking keeping my head up for places to stop and smoke(also to look out so i don't get kidnapped) l started looking to my side because i heard something. i saw a dar car driving slowly approaching me, looked like tbe window was coming down, before i could see who it was i started running as fast i could in my slides but ofcourse the fact that it was a car, it bc caught up to me revealing Ashtray in the driver's seat laughing before coming to a stop
"that.... wasn't.... fucking.. funny..... u nut" i said out of breath, panting with her hand on her hips
"looked pretty funny from here, Romina" he said smiling
"mhm what are you doing out her at 2AM" she said checking the time on her phone before looking at him
"stuff. real question is why are you walking this late in the night. yo ass could die, get in" he questioned her back
"no thanks. im exploring"
"Romina i didn't ask. im telling you to get in the car"
okay daddy
i laughed at my own thought
"ion see why you laughin. get in the fucking car Romina. ian gon ask you again" he mugged her real hard
"hmmm i dont know" she smiled joking with him
Ashtray got out of the car and picked her up bringing her to the passenger's side and putting her into the car
trying to be more active for real. im a big procrastinator but im trying to be more responsible for the things i choose to do and things i need to do
