Life is death there's no doubt about it people have talked shit people have lied. My pain and misery is death to me as my past is still following me I drown in my pain and suffocate from the smoke of a fire I feel dizzy like I'm going to collapse my stomach hurts as I grip it in pain as I want to commit suicide people placing the pain on me talking shit about me then telling me no one in my family loves me what's next Ur a bitch and u deserve to die, go kill Ur self no one cares about you, your worthless, your useless. I hide my pain under a smile telling people I'm fine when really Ik I'm not but my trust is getting worse as my trust issues increase people lying to me or leaving me when idk why. I cry myself to sleep every night after my parents leave my room I hide my pain from family and friends no matter how hard they try to figure out what's wrong. Suicidal thoughts running through my head as I try not to grip someone's neck and choke them to death.
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Horrorbroken as all my painful thoughts are written and made into a poem quotes that are keeping me here thoughts that go through my head
