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009. kiwi cravings

"your my soulsister"
holden pov

"mr schue I hate to be that girl but this is killing my neck I can't cope with it when I am in case you forgot nineteen weeks pregnant so can I sit it out? pretty please" holden explains sighting loudly

quinn nodding her head in agreement mr schue looked between the two pregnant blondes and saw the exhaustion

"of course girls Im sorry I didn't you know consider that" mr schue said making
both pregnant girls sighed in relief as they collapsed into the two plastic chairs

they vacated held onto each other's hands before the group could continue mason walked in carrying two drinks and a bag of snacks each

handing the green drink too holden which was a kiwi and apple smoothie and the yellow drink to quinn

which was a mango and passion fruit smoothie he checked each bag before handing each girl the correct snacks

he kissed holly's cheek and bump and kissed quinn's temple before leaving- not speaking to any one but the two girls and sharing pleasantries with noah,mike,matt,niall and
finn

"um"mercedes began pointing at the girls before she just dropped the subject everyone else doing the same as the girls drank their smoothies
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after school (home)

holden was curled up against mason as he kept a hand on her bump and one running through her blonde hair as the two watched a film on the couch

the door being knocked was heard and quinn got up and checked who it was and was surprised to see her ex boyfriend

"finn?" quin asks questioningly making finn nod

"can I talk to you?" finn asks softly and the green eyed blonde nodded leading finn to her bedroom

"Im sorry it's just I thought you didn't want to see me" quinn admitted softly as she sat on her large bed finn following suit "hi" she offers and he sent her a lopsided grin

"hey" finn says softly "I have done a lot of thinking It hurts knowing you slept with my best friend let alone that you are having a baby with him I was hurt and angry but now I have had time Im not those things anymore" he said with a soft smile

"what are you now?" quinn questions biting her lip softly and looking into finn's eyes directly

"disappointed that the baby isn't mine" finn admitted with a sad smile "I know you were scared and was thinking of giving the baby up for adoption but I so wanted to have this baby with you" finn adds with a soft wistful smile

"I never truly considered what you wanted when you still thought the baby was yours I only considered the best options for me which was either adoption or me aborting the baby" Quinn admitted "I never did want to go through with either and wanted to be a mom I just didn't see how it could have been a possibility" quinn clarified "not with my dad" quinn trailed off making finn nod"I am sorry finn about lying to you it was so unfair and cruel to you" quinn added

"It's nice to hear you say that" finn states quinn nods "why did you lie quinn?" finn questions with a frown quinn took a deep breath

"shame guilt?" quinn said "I was ashamed of myself for allowing myself to be in a situation where I was pregnant and Iguess in a way I thought if I could play it off like you were the dad it would remove some of that shame I did not and would never have cheated on you but I was so disgusted with myself that I went out of my way to hurt you by sleeping with your best friend when we were on a break that I hoped by denying that noah was the dad it would mean I could forget I did that" quinn said finishing putting her head down

"but letting me believe I would be a dad?" finn said still frowning

"was cruel and manipulative and nothing I could ever do will make up for that I can only apologise finn for doing that to you"quinn said making finn nod

"I forgive you" fin said softly and the blonde looked at him questioningly "I understand your reasons and I forgive you"

"how could you ever forgive me finn? for doing that to you" quinn says a tone of pure confusion

"I love you" finn said simply and quinn blinks a few time "I love you and I guess because I love you Im able to forgive you I want to be with you quinn and I know puck is now completely involved in your life and you will be connected to him forever but I want to be with you quinn" finn says firmly with passion in his words

"are you sure? because you can't turn around and blame me for things If we do this we start fresh and everything that has happened in the past is forgotten and can not be used against each other" quinn said with a small smile

"Im sure" finn nods "I want to be with you"
quinn nods finn kisses her softly before the two hugged each other finn tucking quinn's head under his chin

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