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ɴɪʏʟᴀɴɪ ᴋᴀʏʟᴀ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ
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" 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚐𝚘 𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊"
" 𝚖𝚊 𝚒𝚖𝚖𝚊 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎"
" 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗"
" 𝚖𝚑 𝚒𝚖𝚖𝚊 𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍"
" 𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎𝚝𝚢 𝚖𝚑 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞"
" ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ "
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Those were the last words he ever said to me and i still feel guilty for not pushing more for him to not go even sitting at his grave site talking to him i still feel guilt especially knowing that I'll have to raise my baby without its father and the bad thing about it is that I found out the day after he died thinking about all of this I start crying and for a moment I thought I heard talking it sounded like his voice but I knew that couldn't have been the case because he's not here anymore feeling myself start crying again i get up and blow a kiss to his grave then I start walking away while still crying
" its okay baby it's okay" my mom said while hugging me tightly but not too tight
" i just miss him so much" i say while still bawling my eyes out
" it's gonna be alright he's in a better place"
" mhm"
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Time skip to school
Walking through the hallways with my friends malayani, dierra, true and loyal and we were all talking
" so kay are u gon be okay" True asked out of nowhere also saying my middle name
" okay about what" I answered confused
" u didn't know?"
" know what"
" okay come over here"
" okay so its this boy and h-h-he looks exactly like ethan" She continued and my heart dropped
" are u okay kay" Dierra asked
" im fine i-im just fine" I say then give all of them a hug then walk to class and upon walking into class my heart drops again when i see ethe- the person that looks like him
