Trusting

13

That night you both just stayed in bed soon falling asleep, the next day yous were woke up by DD and Ddot jumping on the bed 

"Yo what y'all doing today" Ddot asked 

"We chilling in bed ya heard" Notti said tired 

"Nah you mad boring" DD said still lying on top of the bed

"Nah they mad cute though" Ddot stated and DD nodded in agreement 

"Ight well we finna chill with yous" DD said and you just giggled 

"NOOO I wanna sleep nigga" Notti said annoyed 

"Well I wanna sleep too" DD said cuddling into the blankets and you just moved closer to Notti so he could get in and soon all four of you were all fast asleep 

None of you woke up until the next day... July ninth... You just laid in bed waiting for the others to wake up and soon they all did one by one

"Yo y'all tryna go out to the block today" Notti asked and you all just nodded 

You were all out on the block for hours just laughing and talking having fun, it was normal and you noticed Notti getting tired 

"Yo we finna head back to the house" Notti said with him arm around your shoulders 

"Ight you want me to come?" DD asked 

"Nah we'll be ight" Notti stated 

"Call me if anything happens" DD stated hugging the both of yous 

You both just walked to the train station and your gut was turning especially when you saw one of Dougie's boys 

But all the bad feelings went away when Notti grabbed your hand and started swinging your intertwined hands back and fourth 

And you both were just dancing around smiling happy to be together, when you noticed that that same boy kept watching the both of you 

Then he started coming over acting mad weird and he ended up cornering you and Notti, that's when Notti picked up a broom stick to defend the both of you

But then the boy started swing a knife at Notti and soon Notti collapsed and you ended up covering Notti with your body as the boy kept swinging and he got you instead of Notti

"Ma your so beautiful" Notti said looking into your eyes and you started crying 

"Notti you gotta keep your eyes open baby" You said before collapsing next to him and he ended grabbing you hand tightly "I love you Notti" You mumbled 

"I love you too ma" Notti mumbled back 

You saw people crowding around the both of and you felt more tears flowing down your face as you thought of the thought of loosing Notti but at least you were both going together 

"SOMEONE CALL 911" You heard someone scream, It soon became hard to breath and you tried to look at Notti but someone was holding you head still "Your gonna be okay" The voice said and you looked over to notti again before it all went dark 

You didn't know If you were gonna make it or not but you hoped Notti did, yet memories came flooding into your mind and you saw a bright light and you decided to go to it but before you could the light went away

You woke up to beeping and you looked around to see no one and you felt like you couldn't breath and the machine went crazy. People came rushing in and it freaked you out 

"YOU GOTTA ALL GET OUT YOUR GONNA MAKE IT WORSE" You heard Roscoe yell as tears streamed down your face and he came  and held your hand "Hey Mali" He said as you tried to catch your breath 

"Where Notti" You asked quietly and your hands started shaking 

"Mari" Roscoe said looking into your eyes for the first time and you saw how hurt he was and you put the pieces together

"No... no" You with more tears falling and it felt hard to breath again 

"Mari you gotta calm down" Roscoe said and you looked at him like he was dumb then in came your sister Stacey 

"Get out" You said upset 

"Mari" She said softly 

"GET OUT" You yelled throwing some random ass thing you found at her and more tears fell as she left "Where's DD" You asked and Roscoe just got up and walked out 

Then in came DD and your started crying seeing the stated of him and you tried to get up and over to him. You could barely even stand let alone walk but you still forced yourself up as nurses came rushing in trying to stop you 

"Fuck off" You mumbled as one of them tried to grab you and you pushed past them and pulled DD into a hug as he wrapped him arms around you and started crying 

As he continued you rocked back and fourth to comfort him and when you looked to the side you saw Ddot crying in a seat not looking up 

You lightly pulled away from DD and started forcing yourself over to Ddot as Meek, Roscoe and Central tried to stop you 

"Move niggas" You said annoyed and as you got in front of Ddot you pulled into a hug making him look up 

"Mari" He called out in relief as he started crying more "I thought I lost you my nigga" Ddot said tightening the hug

"I know.... I know" You mumbled before pulling DD into the hug as well as they both cried you tried so hard not to, to be strong for them 

"MARIANA GO LAY DOWN" Your mum yelled and you just ignored her not wanting to deal with her right now "MARI-" She started 

"CAN YOU NOT" You yelled with tears in your eyes looking at her and she looked at you surprised "YOU'VE BEEN NOTHING BUT A BITCH TO ME AND YOUR STILL TRYING TO CONTROL ME FOR WHAT, THEY JUST LOST THERE BROTHER THEY ALL HAVE SO SHUT THE FUCK UP" You yelled done with her shit 

"MHM AND I'LL BE TELLING YOUR FATHER THAT" Your mum stated 

"I DON'T CARE I MAD DON'T CARE JUST FUCK OFF" You yelled before going and hugging Notti and DD's mum