Love me. B.E

feeling used

bils pov

Frantic pants slipped out as i was trying to calm myself from the 4 orgasm i experienced.

I felt Arris's harden member harshly rubbing onto my clit causing a whimper to fall through my lips "baby please c-calm down i can't" i whined trying to catch my breath.
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"Arris do you ever want to actually hang out with me?" I asked breaking the silence we had after our session.

"Aren't we hanging out right now?" they chuckled softly before putting their phone down to look at me.

"Well i mean i guess we are but.." i trailed off "you only ever come over when you want sex or something, that gets a little frustrating Arris." I finished.

"you and me both agreed no strings attached bil." they said looking at me confused. "I know i just.."
i went silent before continuing

"i don't know i'm sorry. it just feels like the only thing that keeps you entertained is my body and i hate that."

"no don't apologize, it wasn't my intention to make you feel that way. I'm sorry, I really do think you are a cool girl . im just not trying to be in a relationship right now." They explained.

"I know.." i was thinking of something to say until my thoughts were cut off with Arris's voice,

"How about i take you somewhere so we can just
hang out" they asked

" No sex or anything just us having some fun together as friends" they said with a soft smile.

I couldn't help but feel a little hurt at the "as friends" part they added.. was that really necessary?

"Um yeah that sounds nice" I said softly giving them a smile.

We stared at each other for a bit before they cleared their throat "I should get going" they said gently.

"Already? you don't want to stay here with me? you can spend the night Arris, please?" i asked looking up at them.

I don't mean to seem desperate but.. I am.

"Maybe next time, okay?" they said this last time.

"Okay then text me whenever you get home" i said before they walked out.

"Fuck" I sighed running my hands thought my hair.

I sat up and looked at all the marks they left on
me before making my way to the shower.

I felt tears escape my eyes

"Why can't they just love me?" i asked myself.

Arris really fumbling a bag rn lmk if you want another one ☝️