Finding my own way

x 9

"What do you mean?"

"I mean are you going to tell everyone about how I live?" I asked looking up at him.

"No I would never do that to you. I care about you and I don't want you staying here anymore."

"Well I can't do that." I said in the simply answered.

"And why not? You could stay with me. I won't take no for an answer."

"Well you might have to cause I'm staying here."

He looked at me as if I had two heads or something. He thinks that I'm just going to leave my brother or sister here with them two he has another thing coming.

"Why not?!" He shouted. I was about to say something but my mother woke up from her nap and came in my room.

Anthony saw her and then her stomach. He looked back at me, but I just looked at my mother.

"Hey baby I was wondering if you could keep the noise down." I shook my head yea, just so she could leave.

Anthony looked at me. "You only staying here because of the baby?"

I shook my head yea. He didn't say nothing. There was a silents in the room.

He sat down next to me." What are you going to do when the baby is born?"

I thought about it what was I really going to do. I really just want to leave this place with my sibling but how when I don't have the room, nor the money to even raise a baby.

"I don't know."

"You could always live me. I could help you raise the baby and stuff."

I know he didn't just say that to me. I putting that responsibility on him.

"No I'm doing that to you, you have your own life to live and I don't want you to think you have to take care of me or my brother/sister. I'm not letting you do that to yourself."

"Ok well just think about it and when your mama is a month just come to me and tell me your answer ok?" I nodded my head and watch him leave.

I sighed and got ready for work. Oh yea I never told yall about my job I work at this daycare and the kids are so cute! The daycare is in this small-ish building in up town new york. The people there is so up tight. And the funnies thing in the world is that some of them hid their stuff from black people that work there. (most of the works are black)

I don't care cause that job pays about $250 an hour and I work 15 hours. 7 days of the week. I turned on the shower and pick out what I was going to wear. I decided in a blue cook monster shirt, black pants and my '11's. I got in and washed up. I got out and put on my face mask and got dressed. I put on some gold jewelry. I put on my brothers chain that he gave me and his ring. I kissed both and washed off my face.