As I lift my eyes,
To your hate filled ones.
Pain fills my heart,
Where there is a gaping hole.
But I can't back out now,
Know it has to be done.
I say I won't miss you,
But I know it's not true.
I see your face crumbling,
Your knees buckling with pain.
Drunk with the power,
I hold on you.
The day I first met you,
The memories blurred, almost gone.
But the memory of your bright eyes,
Looking down at my grinning face.
I introduced myself as Cupid,
Presenting you my help,
And I couldn't help but laugh,
At your horror filled eyes,
And months later when,
I ran to you crying,
You wrapped your arms around me,
And I laughed at your stiffness.
Now months later when,
I see you crying,
I want to wrap my arms,
Around you, just like you did.
But I know you don't want that,
You didn't want that hug then,
You don't want it now,
My arms limp by my side.
We are done now,
With our fights our laughs,
And the only thing
Left to say is Goodbye.
CIA
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This one was for a friend, but it came more like a lover. So I modified it a bit and tada. It's not that good. A bit personal, but after the changes, not that much. I miss him still. And I always will. He was my best friend and possibly the only person that I love. But when I wrote it, it came off a bit romantic, so of course to make it a bit less creepy I had to change it. So good I guess?
