Let me tell you all a story, please, just to say how this thing goes!
It was 6 or 7 December, I do not remember,
When I joined this game and saw you,
You made a plan to leave me, to fear me, to stop me,
And I didnt even tried to talk with you.
A few hours later, I asked what it was, and you just lied to me,
You told me you said no when they asked you to agree,
You lied to me, you fought me, you won over me,
My heart just doesnt stops thinking about you,
Knowing I have to fight, to get my important things back alive,
I wont stop from trying,
I can still hear your voice, calling me things you should have called me,
I can still hear you saying things like ''Dont leave me.''
This made me think of Christmas without a feeling,
Where I woke up paralyzed and numb,
Watching videos on internet,
Even married a other one, I never said,
This would be Christmas without a feeling.
And I know that I asked why I shouldnt,
And then you told me I would be in your heart, forever.
But somehow I lost all my friends, just because that action!
Maybe my words are manipulative, well, I dont know,
I dont know whats the problem,
And the only thing I know.
This will be Christmas without a feeling, without a love.
A/N
So the reason I decided to leave Wattpad was this. I joined a game and I saw how everybody was planning to trick me, only because I loved a person, and they didnt wanted me to. Since then I'm broken and I have no idea what to do. They called me awfull things, they never said the words, but described them. I dont know how to react on it, so Ig I will leave some sites to just take a break for a while.
I love you guys <333
