Finding my own way

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He pulled me back again like nigga leave me alone. I tried with all my might to push him off but he wasn't letting go.

"Baby stop trying to fight me! Why won't you see I still want to be with you."

"Stop! Get off of me! "

I tried to move him again but nothing worked.

"WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE THAT NIGGA ANYWAYS? WHAT DOES HE HAVE THAT I DON'T HAVE? HUN? I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YET YOU STILL DON'T EVEN ACT LIKE YOU CARE! JUST GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU."

When he was saying all of that he pushed me in the corner in the back hall away from the lunch room. I stood there putting my head in my hands crying. I wasn't crying over him, nor the fact I knew he was lying dead to my face. I was crying because he knew that he was lying and that I could never love him that way I used to love him anymore. Why couldn't he get that through his big ass head. He knew that because I done told him that so many times and yet it came through one ear and out the other. And plus I was in this corner, I've always hated corners and he knew that.

"ROY GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE WITH THAT BULSHIT! I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME, TXT ME, SHOW UP TO MY HOUSE, NEVER TO COME AT LEAST 5 FEET FROM ME WHEN WE AT SCHOOL AND YOU NEVER GOT THAT! NOW THAT ANOTHER BOY IS SHOWING SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID ONCE THROUGH OUT THIS WHOLE BULSHIT OF A RELATIONSHIP, YOU FEEL THE NEED TO DO SOMETHING THAT'S IN YOUR RANG OF CONNECTION FOR ME! YOU KNOW HOW DUMB YOU LOOK BY DOING THAT!? I TOLD YOU NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, NOT THREE MOTHERFUCKNG TIMES BUT TEN FUCKING TIMES TO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE! I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!"

He looked hurt and angry that I've said that. He stood over me looking down at me with lust and and anger. He gripped me by my neck and force his lips on to mine. He put me on the ledge and pushed my back on the window. I knew how this was about to go down and I wasn't letting it happen. I fought him back with the very little strength that I had in me. I punched in his face but I guess that he liked it. I stated to scream hopping that someone anyone would hear me.

Next thing I knew I felt weight off of me, and saw him on the ground. I looked up to see anthony beating the fuck out of him.

"ANT....ANT .....ANTHONY! STOP BABY YOU'RE GOING T KILL HIM STOP!"

I just had to stop him because if you saw the way he was beating him you would of ran for you life. This nigga was fucking him up. There was blood all over the floor and saw ant ripping the little bit of shirt he had left on roy's body. He was stomping his head on the floor kicking him everywhere and I notice that his eyes turned from brown to straight pitch black that scared the hell of of me, but I had to save roy cause this nigga wasn't moving for a grip.

I got up and ran up to ant and moved him away from roy. When he felt my hand and fingers on his skin he clammed down a lot. I pushed him on the way and looked at him with teary eyes. He looked back at me with brown eyes now, and pulled me in to him. He held me like never before. He pulled me back from him and looked at me then roy who was moving a little. He kissed me with so much love and passion. He pulled me close to him as we was kissing. We pulled away from each other. He grabbed my hand and walked out of the building with his arm around me.

We got in his car and drove to his house. It was a really nice house inside and out. He open the door for me and we walk to the door together. Both of us walked up to his room and gave something to change in. After I changed, I was about to go int he guess rooms but stopped when he called my name.

" Mya wait,.....I want you to stay with me to night if that's ok with you."

I closed the door back and got in the bed with him. Once I was comfortable in the bed, felt him bring his arm around me waist and pulled me into him. He tighten his grip on me but not to much where I can't breath. I was falling asleep when I heard him whisper in my ear something that send chills down my back.

"No mater what's going on in your life I'm always going to be here for you no matter what ma." Then kiss my neck and went to sleep.

I lied there thinking about what he had said to me. I wonder falling back in love won't be so bad after all. My heart was telling me to go for it but my mind was telling me to not fall back in the trap. What was I going to do?

sorry loves that school work can get to you but I'll update soon so don't worry ok I gotch you! don't forget...................

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