NEIROHI One Shots

Realization

But where can I go now? When there no one call as my love. His gone now, what I did made him leave me.

Now every deeds I did to others especially Akshu, flashed in my mind.
No, I won't give up!

I took my phone and dialed Neil's number, it rang few times but he didn't pick up. I know he would have blocked my number so I use another sim, and called him.

After few rings, he picked up.

"Hello?" I heard him, his voice one filled with joyful and eagerness, is not gone.

Rather it's filled with emptiness because of me.

"Neil, it's me Aarohi. Please don't put the phone!" I said quickly hoping he won't.

"Chipkali?" My eyes teared up when I heard him calling me chipkali. Where else, Neil cursed himself for calling her chipkali.

"You?! Why is your number different?" He asked. But before I can reply, he cut me off "You know what, I don't care! Stop calling me Ms.Aarohi." he said in serious tone.

"Listen, what I did is wrong please forgive me Neil" and I bursted into sobs.

"Forgive? Aarohi you played with my heart! And now you are asking me to forgive you? What kind of human are you?!" I shut my eyes when he shouted on the call.

"You broke my heart chipkali. You played with my feelings, it's worse than anything. I trusted you and broke them, you made stand as a stupid man infront of everyone, when I supported you. You proved me wrong. And now you are asking forgiveness?" Every word he said hit me hard, he was hurt like a broken glass.

"Please leave me, bye chipkali. Thanks for giving a gift which I will never forget in my life." Saying it, he cut the call.

I cried hard, in anger, frustration I throw my phone at the wall until it broke into parts. Not satisfied, I pushed everything on my table, every things on my room, and made a big mess.

In exhaustion, I walked near my bed, and walked down. I saw my feet bleeding, small glass pieces stuck on my foot. It pained but not more than the pain in my heart right now.

I felt lost. After a long time, I got happy that I found someone who can love me but because of my stupid act to be the best, I lost him.

I lost my love.

I felt at this moment, I wanted to die. Wanted to go to my mumma and papa. Enough of everything in this cruel world.

I don't want to live in a world there's no one for me. And after what I did, I don't think Neil will accept me back.

My eyes fell on a sharp glass piece, starting at it, I made a decision.

Best for all.

...

"What?" Akshu dropped her phone in shock. Neil who was beside her asked her what happened but she didn't say anything.

He took her phone, and put near his ear but no one was on call. He looked at Akshu who was still in shock, so he shook her and asked, "Bhabhi what happened? Why are you in shock?"

Akshu who came to her senses, turned at Neil slowly, her eyes got teary.
"Neil....Aaru....aa..ru" saying it she started to sob, Neil couldn't understand anything.

Why is bhabhi crying saying her name? What did she do now? Neil thought.

Akshu who was crying, suddenly stood up and wiped her tears harshly. "I need to go there. Now" saying it, she just ran from there. Neil who was clueless, just ran behind her.