chapter 2

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Merediths POV

As the bus pulled up to the gates, I started to get scared. I dreaded going to school because of Luke hemmings. I walked in the building as fast as I could to avoid everyone. Everyone at school bullied me but they aren't as bad. I walked to my locker and written on the front of it was the worst words possible... "just kill yourself already, nobody would care you were gone!" I ran to the girls bathroom crying like a maniac. I took the small silver blade out of my bag and started cutting, worthless. Stupid. Bitch. Nobody. Emo. Slut. Whore. I said while cutting. I ended up with 23 cuts on my right arm along with bruises and burns from my mom. I washed my arm off and pulled my sleeve down. As I made my way back to my locker, someone tripped me, making me fall flat on my face. I looked up to see the one and only luke fucking hemmings. "Hey bitch! You on your way to fuck Michael again? Or are you going to go slit your arms? Probably both, I mean you are a slut anyways." He spat. He then started kicking my stomach and bent over and punched me in the face before walking away. I then went to my locker, got my things and made my way to class. Shit im late. I walked in receiving looks from everyone. "Ms. Smith, why are you late?" The teacher asked. "I had to use the restroom, im sorry, it won't happen again." I replied before walking to my seat. I heard luke snicker and mumble something but I couldn't make it out. Lets just see how the rest of today goes.

Lukes POV

I only hurt her once today. That's something new. If you're wondering why I hurt her, that goes back to three years ago. She was very emotional and she wouldn't talk to me, I was her best friend and she kept everything away from me. I really like her to be honest but she never puts herself out there so its so easy to hurt her.

Merediths POV

Today Luke only hurt me once. Why? I don't know to be honest. I don't even know why he hated me because we used to be best friends. It all started when my dad left. I was so depressed and emotional because of my mom abusing me. She threatened me so I couldn't tell Luke about anything so he just started hurting me. I was about to walk through the front door before I heard a yell come from inside the house. Oh no. I walked through the door and my mom stood up, grabbed my arm and drug me over to the table. "Guys, I want y-you to meet my daugahter meruideth" she slurred her words. She was clearly drunk along with a man and two women. I waved and made my way to my room. As I entered my room I was listening to music until the door handle moved. The man my mom was with walked in the room and pushed me into the wall. "Hey gorgeous, lets have some fun!" I tried to fight back but he held my wrists again the wall. He pushed his body against mine and started to unbutton my flannel. I kneed him in the private area and ran. I ran downstairs and outside. I wanted to get as far from home as possible. I was running down the sidewalk and I ran into someone's large figure. I looked up and saw.. guess who. Luke hemmings. "Watch where you're going loser" he spat. Thats when I lost it. I fell to the ground and started sobbing. He just stood there with a confused look on his face. I got up and saw a car coming at full speed so I ran in front of it.

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So is this even good if your actually reading it? I dunno. Oh well cause I already have over 5 chapters done. Sorry the first chapter was super short.

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