Lily and I traded dressses I had a red dress and a gold belt with gold jewelry. Lily had a white dress with silver jewelry. When we got to the party they were playing a game about who knows their dads the best. I just sat down and so did lily because she didn't feel right just leaveing me there alone while she played the game. After they were done we each got a partner we didn't know them I got liam even though I knew his name I didn't know anything else about him Apparently he is 19 that is good because if I wanted to date him we are the same age. We talked about our parents but I didn't tell him the truth about my dad I made up stuff about him. I wish I told him the truth. Why did my dad have to die why didn't I tell him the truth I'm stuiped but I got a date. I wish I wasn't such a liar I wish I was just zariah but I'm not I'm just why? That's I'm new name Why? Because at the end of every day I ask my self why did I do that.
