The Possessive Psychopath

Chapter 37

"Pwede bang magbago ng pinsan?" I heard Hiro commented. After Lady Gaga's song, something played in the radio.

"Ohh," Nasabi ko na lang nang biglang nagplay ang kanta ni Trevor sa radio.

"Should I change it?" Akmang inenext na ni Nikos ang kanta nang hawakan ko ang braso niya.

"No, no. You don't have to. I want to hear it." I mumbled. Hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko kung bakit mas pinili kong pakinggan ang kanta niya.

"Okay, your wish is my command, Toring." Hindi ko na pinansin si Nikos at nag focus sa kanta sa kanyang radio.

"What's the title of that song?" I asked Nikos, trying not to sound too curious. Tinapunan niya ako ng tingin bago sumagot.

"Heat on the Beat. Never heard of it?" Tumango ako sa kanya dahil ilang buwan na rin akong tumigil sa pakikinig ng kanyang kanta. The doctor told me that it was not a good idea to cling to someone that may trigger my condition. At dahil dito ay itinigil ko na talaga ang lahat ng magpapaalala sa akin kay Trevor. So far, I'm doing good on my own.

Anyway, this song must included in their album: THE CODE. And the lyrics started like this:

You dance in the moonlight across my bedroom
Humming along with that silly R&B song
You dressed lightly, showing your perfect body
Throwing dirty glances, my attention is on you

Napahawak ako sa aking bibig habang pinapakinggan ang kanyang boses. Memories filled my head and seems like I was back inside his studio room. I remembered calling his name, when I was amazed by the moonlight reflecting on the glass walls on his room. And then I hummed a song inside my head and dance with it. I know I looked silly but I saw him smile a little that time.

Move your body against mine
Baby, I'll fill you for a while
If it hurts just think of me
Look at my eyes, what can you see?

Move closer and feel my heat
Taking turns, it's so sweet
Hairs tangled everywhere
Skin to skin, it's so much better

Ramdam ko ang pagkapula nang aking pisnge. What the heck! It's not like I'm trying to assume about this but did he just made a song about us making love? Napakunot ang noo ko habang nilalapit ko ang mukha ko sa may radio. I know we're both virgin when we did it. But it's been fourteen months, lagpas isang taon na rin ang nakalipas. Did he made love with someone else?

You put words in my mouth with honey
You rolled in the bed sharing your dreams to me
We'll stay up all night and talk about love as if it does exist
Doesn't it?

Move your body against mine
Baby, I'll fill you for a while
If it hurts just think of me
Look at my eyes, what can you see?

Move closer and feel my heat
Taking turns, it's so sweet
Hairs tangled everywhere
Skin to skin, it's so much better

Give up your worries baby
I'll hold you tighter baby
For this night I'll own your body
And make love to you

Move your body against mine
Baby, I'll fill you for a while
If it hurts just think of me
Look at my eyes, am I the one you see?