Melanie martinez all song lyrics ✨

After School Ep 📓 📔 📒 🗒️ 📝 🖊️ ✏️

NoteBook:
I'm not physically fulfilled
You've never held it down all night
And you're selfish 'cause you always think your ass is always right
And you never see the lesson when it's right in front your eyes
Are you writing this shit down?
'Cause baby boy I think it's time
Time you learned a thing or two
'Bout how to keep a girl like me with you
Time you learned how to switch it up
I'm tired of running to you, just give up
'Cause I didn't sign up for this
Had to make it ten times more than you, boy
When I sacrificed blood for you
I sacrificed blood
Write this shit in your notebook, baby
Since you never wrote love letters to me, to me
Don't forget all the things I've taught you
You'll need it for someone who isn't me, ain't me
What's the point in your "I love you"s
When they don't hold any weight?
You touch your computer much more
Than you have ever touched me
Every night you come back home then you just go back to sleep
Laying next to just a friend who occasionally fucks me
Time you know just how I feel
Since you told me you'll wait forever
Time you start growing up
Age is nothing if you're not evolved
Yeah, I didn't have time for this but I still gave you my all
I sacrificed blood for you
I sacrificed blood
Write this shit in your notebook, baby
Since you never wrote love letters to me, to me
Don't forget all the things I've taught you
You'll need it for someone who isn't me, ain't me

Test Me:
Ha, ha
Woo
Hey God, I'll be the jester
Entertain ya to the best of my ability
When I suffer more, fragility, when I answer
Came here for a reason, oh-oh
So stop complaining, all have our seasons, oh-oh
It's not just a joke or a lesson to live through
Every which way in second, there's a breakthrough
I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh
Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh
So I'd rather be tested by goddesses
Resting their heads upon pillows
Of all they have learned
I'm not to be forgotten
Trap your books when I walk in
Magic talks, without talking
I'll make the most before the coffin
Born to be desired, oh-oh
Gotta learn, yeah, eyes are always on the next score
But space isn't there to always be filled up
It's the quiet, the downtime to breathe in my lungs
'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh
Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh
So I beg to be tested by goddesses
Resting their heads upon pillows
Of all they have learned
'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh
Test me, I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh
And I beg to be tested by goddesses
Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned
'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh, defected by this form, oh-oh-oh
And I beg to be tested by goddesses
Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned
'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh
(Give me an A+ if I'm doing this thing right)
Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh
And I'd rather be be tested by goddesses
Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned

Brain And Heart:
Help me when I'm at a loss for words
Bring up all of my memories for the please and the temporal
False lovin', when I was illogical
Didn't know they held each other hands as they made one whole
Brain stem, yields temperature
Arise now, sweat, it drops down my silky flesh
But doing up my consciousness
Good, good, good now
Ability to sleep sound
Throughout the start times
An illusion, if you just remove it
When did humans start to separate
Brain and heart as if they could stay alive alone
Flip it around the other way
If they were apart and you had no powers
Start on no day, the base, only a shell remains
What fun is it, to bein' so calculated
Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting
Silent expressed push my head into my chest
Bind and look forever wet
Don't drift too far they said
Help me when I'm too detached and cold
Give me the vitality, identity, to trust love more
Blood to the water, neither can fuel us alone
Fervency in my arteries, passion bloomin' through my bones
Heart strings trigger emotion streams
A God belongs, a journey where rivers connect all of me
But, but be it steadfast, don't you disappoint me
Sometimes I think you're all I need, what's beyond belief
When did humans start to separate
Brain and heart as if they could stay alive alone
Flip it around the other way
If they were apart and you had no powers
Start on no day, the base, only a shell remains
What fun is it, to bein' so calculated
Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting
Silent expressed push my head into my chest
Bind and look forever wet
Don't drift too far they said