Until I Found You (On-Going)

Prologue

She's wearing oversized vintage polo shirt and a thick tight jeans paired with white rubber shoes. Which is suits her.

Pinagkakaisahan siya ng mga senior and guess what? Hitchi is one of them.
The three of them confronted that nerdy girl. Of course, si Hitchi ang nangunguna papansin yan eh.

Kung kanina ay naka suot pa siya ng blazer ngayon ay pinangangalandakan nya ang suot niyang crop tob or tube ba'yan? Kitang kita na ang dibdib niyang hindi naman gano'n kalusog. Ow, sorry Hitchi I was just telling the truth.

Binalingan ko ulit ng tingin si nerdy girl and I noticed too her straight short dark red hair. What a nice hair huh? Matangkad din siya. Mas matangkad panga siya kay Hitchi at sa mga alepores nya. Pfft the hell? How dare they messed with that tall girl eh, hanggang balikat nga lang sila ng babaeng binubully nila. Pfft.

She's carrying her lunch through one of the tables. Lalagpasan na sana ni Nerdy Girl sila Hitchi but I just watched the scene how Hitchi and her alepores splashed the strawberry juice through that nerdy gangster girl's clothes. But she's still poker face? Hmm? I really thought na iiyak siya sa ginawa nila Hitchi sakanya.

She has this dangerous aura at dumagdag pa ang mga mata niyang matapang tumingin...napatitig ako sakanya mula sa kintatayuan ko.. What the fuck am I doing?!

Napangisi ako. I guess mali ng napili sila Hitchi? Wala akong marinig sa sinasabi nila sa nerdy gangster na babaeng iyon pero alam kong iniinsulto nila 'to. But that's none of my business.

Magpapatuloy na sana ako sa paglalakad ng bigla akong natigilan. May narinig akong malakas na lagabog-

I stunned. What a scene? Nakita ko nalang si Hitchi at dalwang alepores niya na nakasalampak sa sahig. It's like someone drag them down.

Binalingan ko ng tingin ang taong gumawa no'n at napangisi ako ng makitang poker face parin amputa. Napailing ako. Cool huh?

The 'Nerdy Gangster Girl' was the one who drag them down in just a few seconds. Napansin korin na binuhos niya din ang bitbit niyang tray kay Hitchi at sa dalawa niyang alepores habang naka salampak sila sa sahig. Woah?

Napailing ako. How cool huh? She can beat three people alone? Impressive.

I shrugged. I don't have time for this nonsense scene. Mga papansin.

Nilagpasan ko ang Cafeteria. I continued to walk through the school library.

A few minutes and I finally reached the School Library near from the school garden. Masyado talagang malaki ang Javier University. It took me 10 minutes just to get here at the library.

I removed my earphones, at ibinulsa ito.
Inside this huge Javier University, dadalawa lang talaga ang lugar na nagustuhan ko. And that's the school library and the school garden. I found those place the peace that I want.

I went inside the Library. Malaki ang library sa school na'to pero kaunti lang ngayon ang pumunta. Base sa nakikita kong tatatlo o Lima lang ang taong naririto at isa na'ko do'n.

But I take that as a opportunity. Nagtungo ako sa pinaka dulong bookshelfs. Kinapa ko ang pang-apat na palapag ng bookshelf at ng maramdaman ko na ang isang makinis pero matigas na bagay ay agad ko itong kinuha. It is the diary notebook.

It has blue and white color, no one can notice na isa itong diary notebook, because it looks like an ordinary book of a novel. Pero it's actually a diary notebook.

Hindi ko alam kung kailan ito napunta dito pero nakasulat sa bawat page nito ang date and it has a lot of highlights and stickers. Looks like vintage theme. This is what peoples nowadays called, Aesthetic, and I can tell that she's really good in how she puts and design these in her diary notebook.

Kinuha ko ito at inilagay sa bag ko.
I will read her diary at the school garden.

I just spend 12 minutes inside the library at agad nakong lumabas. I started walking my way through the school garden.

Halos kaharap lang ng Library ang School garden kaya naman nakarating agad ako.

Dinama ko ang tahimik na paligid habang naglalakad patungo sa ilalim ng puno.
This is the best feeling I've ever experience, peace.

I look around and realize that I'm all alone here. Well, nothing's new by the way. Peoples nowadays choose to spend more time on social media instead of enjoying the peace of mind. Well, it is none of my business, tho.

Pinagpagan ko ang damuhan bago naupo at sumandal sa puno. Hinawi ko pataas ang medyo may kahabaan kong buhok. I didn't even realized since last year pa'ko huling nagpagupit, humahaba narin pala ang bangs ko. Do I look like a Kpop star now? Pfft, kidding.

Pinasak ko ang earphones sa tenga ko at dinampot ang bag kong nasa gilid ko.

I grabbed the diary inside and starts to reading it.

D a y 4 5 6
•08/29/22•

Napatitig ako sa diary. May bakas ito ng mga tuyong luha at do'n palang, I know how painful it is for her. I badly wanted to hugged her everytime she feels lonely.

Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa diary. Natulala ako sa petsa kung kailan ito sinulat.

Thursday- 08/29/22

The date today is 11/22/22. Which means malapit na ako sa ending ng diary. I took a deep sigh. Where could I find her? I don't even know her name.

I know few things about her. She's just 17 years old. Her height is 5'8 and her zodiac sign which is Gemini. Her favorite color is White and Black. Because she said believes that the White colors is for the Light and Black is for the darkness, that's symbols shows the real colors of our world.

No matter how Dark our world is, a single Light within our hearts can emblaze the goodness in this cruel reality.

That's one of what she wrotes in her notebook.

She has a twin sister. Her talent which is Singging and the most important information is her past and situation.

She's in deeply pain and depression that leads her to anxiety, sometimes.

Masyado mabigat, masakit at mahirap i-take 'yong pinagdaraanan nya.
Family problems, financial problems, health problems and more. Damn! I have to find her, asap. Nagaalala ako sakanya.