REQUESTED |☬kissin in the cold☬|

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"Jake" his voice calls out and interrupts my tsunami of thoughts, "I've missed you lately. I'm glad we're finally hanging out and I don't wanna force you into something you don't like but I love making snow memories and I desperately need some with you." He pleas at me with his perfect face. There's no way he doesn't know he's doing this. I just have one other thought besides that.

I'm so fucking weak.

I exhale a slow yet loud and heavy sigh, rolling my head back in dramatics as well as my eyes before looking back at him. "Fine, let's go." I say. He smiles at me and I lose the fight to not smile back as he grabs my hand and drags me out of the room and down the stairs to where our boots sit at the foyer.

He puts on his boots quickly and then rushes me to do the same and I do as he says. Just as I finish tying up the loop on my shoes, Devon grabs me again and we're out the door in record time. He lets out a string of laughs as we stumble over our feet and almost trip over the snow multiple times.

The sound of his laugh made me smile and caused my body to heat up and flush my cheeks. The sound itself seemed to give me an euphoric feeling and all I wanted was to hear it on replay, chasing after the feeling and his presence.

"Why are you smiling Mr.I hate cold atmosphere?" Devon asks with a smug tone and grin. I hadn't realized that he turned to look at me and we were now yet again face to face. This needed to stop. It was not helping my urge to kiss him.

"Why does it matter Mr. Let's catch pneumonia?" I jests back at him with a smirk of my own. He bites the inside of his cheek and downcast his eyes to his feet. He looks back up to me and tucks his hands in his jacket.

"It doesn't." He answers before turning away and walking a little bit. I scrunch up my face in confusion and turn my head sideways in a titled angle. I hear a collision of some sort and feel a sudden cold substance on my cheek. I shiver before turning to Devon who's smiling widely.

I wipe the snow off my cheek and glare at him. "If I get frostbite I'll kick your ass." I threaten to him causing him to snort. "You're all talk Wheeler, come and show me something." He taunts.

I smirk before bending down and scooping up a handful of snow. As I begin to shape it into a ball Devon bends down to do the same. I throw and it lands in the crook of his neck and he jumps at the impact. I laugh before ducking as he throws his next one that grazes my shoulder blade.

After 15 minutes of snowball fighting we declare a truce after both getting hit in the face. "Wanna make snow angels?" I ask him as I wipe off the remaining snow on his nose. He nods while seemingly leaning into my touch but I blame that thought of my remaining feelings for him.

As I finish I move away from him and begin to lay down. Devon moved closer and then does the same. I turn my head to my right and look at him who was already staring. "How are we supposed to make snow angels when we're so close? I ask.

He shrugs, "they'll hold hands. Better yet they'll be fused as one, forever together." I feel my face flush again and turn my head deciding to blame it on the cold nipping at my skin. A part of me wants to walk away and go back home to sulk in my loneliness. He broke up with me and yet he says stuff like that despite knowing I never got over him. I let out a heavy sigh I didn't mean to let out and swallow back my words. Anger wouldn't help.

It was understandable he lost feelings. His mom died to a situation that wouldn't have happened if I had stayed away from him. If I had refused to inform Devon about Chucky or never invited him that night with me and Lexy then I wouldn't have lost him in the first place, he wouldn't have been mine at all actually.

"What's wrong?" Devon asks me. I shake my head in defiance and reluctantly begin to make my snow angel. My movements feel heavy and I'm sure I'm just making a distressed shape instead of an angel. "Jake" Devon calls out, "what's wrong?" I turn to him and gaze into his eyes. 

"How do I lose feelings for someone as quick as possible?" I blurt without thinking. I don't know what face I was expecting but the look on his face wasn't it. He looked incredibly confused, mildly  shocked, embarrassed and overall hurt.

I see him gulp as if he swallowed something distasteful and his throat was hurting at just the thought of it. "Who is it?" He asks slowly, as if afraid of my answer. I think for a moment and consider lying. "You." I admit to him, surprisingly not turning away and avoiding his eyes that quickly latched to mine. "I won't...I can't answer that." He says. "Why?" I ask back to him.

"I don't want you to get over me" his response is instant. "Dev" I sigh, down casting my eyes before he cuts me off. "I'm not over you either." This causes my breathing to stop for a hot second and then turn back to him. "What?" I ask before thinking my response through thoroughly.

He laughs. "Jake I am literally wearing a jacket with your initial on it that matches one you have with mine. Not to mention that I've been staring at you and grabbing you all day. No one is that friendly with an ex unless something is up."

"Why?" I ask. He laughs again. "Because you're Jake fucking Wheeler. I literally think you're perfect despite your lack of romantical social cues and the way you constantly word vomit when anxious, confused, excited, or just plain talking sometimes." I let out a wheeze. "I don't do that." I deny and he smirks while nodding his head.

"Sure you don't." He says before shifting closer to me. "I don't." I continue to deny. He nods again before leaning over me. "May I kiss you?" He asks me softly. I nod before pulling him down by his jacket and connecting our lips.
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I was gonna make this longer with established Jevon but Wattpad deleted my first draft of this and it ruined my mood so I changed the whole thing....sorry Painwithinsoul

Published: Friday, October 7, 2022
Word count: 2592

(Kinda rushed in the end but I needed to post so sorry again )

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