"Whattt!?" She is confused again.
"Ye dost dost......just bestfriends and all Mai aur pretend nhi kr skta Jasmin" My eyes got moist.
"Aly tum kehna kya chahte ho?" She wiped the tear that just escaped my eyes and I didn't even realise.
"Jasmin
I Love You"
Her eyes got widen and her hold on my palms loosened.
"Jasmin I really Love you
Mai hr waqt tere paas rhna chahta hu
Tujhe kuch hota h toh mera dil baith jaata h
Jbse maine realise Kiya h ki I have feeling for you tbse toh mere haalat aur bhi jyaada khraab ho gye h
Mnn krta h tujhe boldu aur tujhe apna bnaalu
Lekin phir drr bhi lgta hai
Khi tu mujhe galat na smjhe
Khi mujhse dur na ho jaaye
Aur issi drr ki wajah se aaj tak bol nhi paaya
Aur vo baaki ladkiyo k sath date p jaane aur ghoomne ki baate karna" I chuckled sadly "Vo sb Mai isliye krta tha taaki tu kuch react kre aur m Jaan sku tu mere liye kya feel krti h
Lekin mai kbhi ye pta kr hi nhi paaya"
I looked down.
"Jasmin......I know all of a sudden I'm saying these things to you........it might be strange to youu
I just couldn't stop myself anymore.
But You know............I'll not force my feelings on you.......It's all up to you......
Ye sb baate mere dil m thi and I just expressed it.
We can still be friends. Right?"
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I finally looked at her. And my heart got heavy seeing her expressions. I couldn't comprehend whether she was surprised, angry or sad.
I squeezed her palms. "Jasmin......" I called her but she cut me jerking my hands away.
"Naam mt lo mera"
She got up from the bench fuming in anger. My heart fell in my stomuch.
"Jasmin" I whispered. Getting up I tried to hold her shoulders but she again jerked my hands away.
"Stay away Aly" She showed her index finger at me. My heart got more heavy.
"Jasmin I'm really sorry If I hurt you..we are bestfriends and we'll always be........"
"Stop it Aly just stop it" She covered her ears with her palms.
"You know what mujhe tujhpe bharosa hi nhi krna chahiye tha........... Mujhe nhi pta tha tu bhi aise krega.........dost dost bolke tu bhi baaki ladko ki tarah hi nikla na....... mtlb tu mujhse jhooth bolta rha aur m tere iraade kbhi smjh hi nhi paayi .......lekin ab aur nhi........."
"Lekin Jasmin ............." I was on the verge of crying.
"Bss kar Aly.........dur rhh mujhse"
"Jasmin......I was just.." I moved forward a bit but she moved backwards and showed me her palm.
"Acha okay meri baat sun ek baar......."
"Aly mujhe kuch nhi sunna aur mai Jaa rhi hu" Her eyes too were moist.
And I was crying right now.
Before I could say anything else she continued "Aur haa aaj k baad mere paas aane ki yaa mujhse baat krne ki koshish bhi mt kar...na vrna acha...a nhi hog...a" Her voice cracked a little. She picked up her bag and started moving.
I literally started sobbing.
"Jasmin please....... don't Go.......ek baar meri baat toh sunnn........" I was begging her to stop but she kept on moving. Tears accumulated from her eyes as well.
"Jasminnn....plzzz Nooo......." I kneeled on the ground palming my face and weeping at my fate.
Tears kept on coming one after another. I messed up everything. She left me. It's all because of me. These thoughts were taunting me non stop.
Jasmin......Jas...." I was calling her continuously "Don't leave me please"
As my eyes were teary...................
