"I don't know what to say Ayaana. I thought I had it in me. I thought I knew what I would've to say to you. But the moment I saw you here, the moment my eyes hooked on you, I can't take it off you. All the words I had prepared just faded away from me. Jesus Christ, you are so beautiful, Ayaana. So beautiful. The most precious soul! I guess you had grown tired of hearing that, but still you are a mesmerizing beauty. The moment my gaze fell up on you for the first time, my heart got struck on something, somewhere. You can say, my heart got struck on you. Yes, its the truth. I could look at those breath-taking blue eyes and couldn't take off even if I tried. Yeah baby. And those irresistible and luscious lips, ugh, don't even get me there cuz I couldn't even stop once I have started it. uh; I mean, forget the last part.
*deep sigh and looks at your eyes*
I didn't know whether you will spare some "time" for me ever in your life. I didn't know whether you will talk to me. Cuz why? You have so many many friends that will cherish you to death. From my own eyes I saw they will do anything for you, cuz they value your friendship with utmost care and so are you. But when you started talking to me, I found myself changing. wanting to be changed. Change to a good person, for you.
Do you know what made us to be so close and together? Music. Starting from Strawberries and Cigarettes, and all those Alec Benjamin songs that we love, all the songs you recommended, and..and during all those chats and talks, I fell in love with you. I found myself jealous when I see you talking to others, boys or girls, I found myself jealous when they talk to you so closely like they know you better than anyone. but I found myself attracted to you when you took care of your loved ones whenever they needed your presence in their life. I found myself smiling when I read your texts. I found my heart beating whenever I get call from you. I found myself in love with you when I found you helping and giving advice for your friends when they get confused in their life.
I never felt any of that to anyone and I promise I will cherish you and all your love thats pouring onto my heart. I will always be there whenever you needed me; whenever you need a friend in your life. I promise I'll be the there in your moments of happiness and sorrow, I'll be there in your moments of laughter and also as the shoulder to cry on. Will you let me princess? Will you marry me?"
