Badlinu x reader (pt 2)

chapter 2 <3

TW ED AND SH MENTIONED

Y/n's Pov:
We arrived at the house and it was massive. We walked to the front door with all our cases. Eret opened and held the door open for all of us and dream greeted us. WAIT DREAM GREETED US WITHOUT HIS MASK. I looked to George, he dropped his case and ran and hugged dream. Everyone was laughing and smiling. "Okay so rooms, Y/n and Freddie can share a room, me and George are going to share a room, Wilbur and Alex can share a room, Nick and Karl can share a room, Tommy, Tubbo, Bill and Ran can share the room with 2 sets of bunk beds in, Eret and Phil can have the room with 2 single beds in and finally Aimsey and Niki can share a room. Is that good with everyone?" Dream said taking a deep breath and smiling.
Everyone nodded and we all scurried off to our rooms to unpack. The house was lovely. Me and Freddie started to unpack. "Y/n, have you eaten today yet? I haven't seen you eat." Freddie frowned.
I smiled, "Uhh nope sorry."
He pulled me into a hug, " Nono don't apologise! Just try make sure to eat." I nodded and we finished unpacking. No one knew but recently I had been self harming again, normally after I ate. I had done it the night before coming, now I have the punishment of not being able to wear short sleeves. I don't want Freddie to figure it out not just yet at least, he's already worried about me enough. If he finds out i'm a complete mess he might leave me or hate me for it. That's why I haven't even talked to Tommy about it, they'll all think i'm pathetic. Freddie popped to go see Tommy in his room for a bit and I lay down sulking. I heard a knock at the door, "Come in!" I saw the door open slowly and Alex came in. I sat up, "Whatcha need?"
He frowned, "Y/n can I see your arm, I want to see if I saw what I saw earlier."
I started to get shakey, "Umm no there's nothing there to look for." Alex grabbed my sleeve and attempted to pull it up.
I screamed at him, "NO ALEX I SAID FUCKING NO!" Maybe I shouldn't shout that with no context. Next thing I know Freddie, Tommy and Dream burst through the door. Dream grabs Alex by his shirt and Tommy and Freddie ran over to me.
"WHAT WHERE YOU DOING TO HER ALEX?!" Dream shouted with clear anger pulsing through him.
I started to cry, "D-Dream he was j-just worried about me, p-please st-op." Dream let go of Alex and apologised. Alex was pissed but he tried to stay calm as it was all a misunderstanding.
"Look I saw something that looked like self harm on her arm and I just wanted to check  and if I saw it right offer advice. I've been in that place before and I just wanted to help out." He said looking to me. Everyone's smiles disappeared. "Nono he did see it wrong, I promise I'm just insecure of my arms."
Freddie then spoke, "She actually is insecure about them, I'm sure you saw it wrong." After everything was all cleared up they all left except Tommy who stayed back. He told Freddie to go because he wanted to speak to his sister. "Y/n are you self harming again? I won't say anything I swear I just want to help." I burst into tears, "Yeah I am T-Toms but I'm okay I promise. It was only a few times. I'm just having a rough patch but I'm sure being here with all you will bring that to an end." Tommy smiled, "Yeah I hope so!"

End of chapter!
Ima end this chapter here for now and then finish the rest of the day off in the next chapter :)
Again sorry it's short :)