Alli's Perspective
"Come inside" Keaton whispered taking my hand and leading me inside. Max must be
terrified right now. Why do I have to have such bad parents? "Go sit on the
couch baby, I'll make you some tea" Keaton offered kissing my forehead lightly.
Sitting on the couch,I watched him in the small kitchen. I looked down,noticing
my engagement ring. I haven't taken it off since he gave it to me. Smiling,I
fiddled with it, thinking about what it would be like after we got married. "You
look deep in thought,care to talk?" Keaton asked taking a seat. "How many kids
do you want?" I blurted out still playing with my ring. "Two would be nice" he
fantasized,looking at me smiling. "Where do you want to live..?" I asked,nervous
about the subject. "Well,I was thinking we should stay in Cali. But I mean where
ever you want" he explained kissing my neck then my lips. "How soon do you want
to have a baby?" He asked massaging my shoulders. I shrugged,honestly I haven't
even thought about that. "I love you Alli" Keaton mumbled,pulling my onto his
lap. "Ya know,we haven't had sex in months" he pointed out kissing my neck.
"Don't you miss being intimate with each other?" He mumbled playing with the
buttons of my shorts.
"Keaton,you know why we haven't" I explained feeling uncomfortable and slightly
moving away from him. "We can use a condom,please Alli" he whispered looking at
me. "Nothing for sure" I whispered,moving away completely. "God dammit
Alli,why?" He snapped looking at me with a mad face. "I told you why!" I yelled
looking back at him. "BULLSHIT.AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?" He snapped. "I
DON'T WANT TO END UP FUCKING PREGNANT AND IN A BAD RELATIONSHIP AT 22 KEATON!" I
screamed getting up. He looked really angry now. "You've seen Drew and
Cece,their barely keeping it together Keats. They were so happy before Max,but I
feel like their just together so Max has somewhat of a stable family. Keaton,you
don't just have kids to have kids. You have kids when you know your completely
sure that you can provide for them" I explained looking down and fiddling with
my ring. "I'm sorry" he choked out before walking outside on the front porch to
calm himself down.
Keaton's Perspective
Sorry's are the Hardest
I leaned my head into my hands. What have I turned into? How could I get so
wrapped up in wanting Alli's body that that was all I cared about? Especially
when we were finally in a good place. Alli was right like always. We needed to
stable before we did that. My slowly lifted up when I heard the squeaky door
open and the floorboards creak. Alli was holding onto the door, hesitating as to
