Embarassing AF-Rodrick HeffleyxFem!Reader

Part 4

You unclip your bra while grinding on his leg feeling yourself get wetter and his bulge increase you move his hands to your chest and he squeezes and you both moan

"I'm ready you whisper in his ear and then bite it softly and he says "me too"

So you move back to the drivers side and take your pants and panties off while he takes his pants and boxers off

You bite your lip at the sight of his erect cock that is already dripping with precum

He looks at your naked body and gets pink in the cheeks

You look at him and smile he makes you feel beautiful

"Ok so look I know this is gonna hurt for me but don't worry I can handle rodrick and if I need to stop I'll tell, you and if you need to stop tell me ok"

"Ok"

"So do we just start"

"Yeah I guess so"

You climb back over to rodricks side and hover on top of him

"Rub it over me until you find the opening it is the back but not all the way in the back"

" got it"

He rubs his cock from your clit until you feel it slide into your pussy

You both let out a Loud moan

"Mmm Y/N o my god" he moans as you start bouncing in his dick while he holds on to your hips tight

"Rodrick uuuuhhhh your so big mmmmm"

He begins to thrust and you keep bouncing into him

"Fuuuck I'm gonna cum Rodrick fuck me harder"

"Me too babe" he moans as he goes as hard and as fast he can

You both moan out at the same time you feel the cum in your pussy and he feels you cum and pussy pulsating around his cock

"Wow" you both say at the same time

"You were amazing rodrick" you say

"You were too Y/N" he says

You both put your clothes back on and you start back toward the house it's 10:50 you still have a while until the morning so you invite him up to your room

You set an alarm for 6:00am and you fall asleep in each others arms

*alarm goes off*

You wake up suddenly and watch rodrick sleep for a few seconds before you wake him up

"Hey come on we gotta get your van"

"Oh yeah I'll go in and change and then get my van and I'll meet you at the next block that ok"

"Yeah that's perfect"

You meet down the block

"Nice outfit Heffley"

"Thanks"

"Hey it my turn to take you somewhere ok"

"Ok"

"Oh by the way probably can't see you until school I'm gonna go under the radar for a bit because I need to prepare for the storm my mother is going to bring is that ok"

"Yeah of course"

He drives you to this little place with a brook and a picnic table and beautiful trees and flowers

He gives you a kiss before we get out and you remind him that we have an hour and a half

"Why are we here" I ask

"Well I just wanted to talk to you about some stuff and this seemed like the perfect place."

"And what stuff would that be" I ask

"I just want to start off with if I ask something and it gets to personal you don't have to answer ok"

You nod

"I start of with something lighthearted to ease you in"

"What did you think when you first saw me?"

"If I am being completely honest you captivated me the moment I layed eyes on you when I looked through my window and saw you banging drumsticks on your notebook I was already infatuated by then, what about you"

"The first time I saw you was out my window to I was drooling over you within two seconds and I was already banging on Greg for calling you hot because I wanted to protect you from then on"

"Ok next question this one is not the biggest one but it's one you might not want to answer"

He takes a deep breath

" when we slept together last night I saw scars on you and I was just wondering if you could tell me what they were and trust me I would never judge you"

(Oh my god how did I the wasn't going to see them of course he did he was holding onto your hips kissing your arms and ugh why me)

"I should have known you were going to find out eventually and if I'm being honest everything slipped my mind as soon as we did it my scars were the last thing I was thinking about." You pause then continue in a slightly lower tone

"You see rodrick I don't feel good about myself and for a while it was really bad and I started to cut because I thought it would help it did but it just made me feels worse about my body and it made me feel like everything was wrong and then once my dad died and my mom started binge drinking I just thought if he died and her spirit died with him then I should just join the family and die too." Tears start rolling down your eyes and your voice becomes shaky "I haven't done it since I tried so don't worry I don't think I ever could again the way my mom looked at me after like I was some kind of monster but that the past" you take a deep breath and try to recollect yourself

You look up and rodrick is crying too

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry"

"No no no it's not your fault, i kind of knew that's what you were going to say but I just wanted to know you trusted me enough to say it and you do so thank you and I want to let you know though I never cut or attempted I've had suicidal thoughts so I get that life's hard and shit especially when you feel like your in it alone but I want you to know I'm in it with you now which brings me to my last question."

He takes a long pause and slowly asks "will you be my girlfriend"

"Really you sniffle"

"Yes" he says

"Of course I will rodrick" you beam with joy

He hugs you tight and his smile is just as big as yours

You have about 10 mins to get home so you both jump in the car and you have to tell rodrick something that he might not like

"Hey um about the whole girlfriend thing"

"Yeah" he looked at you worry in his eyes

"Well I really do want to be your girlfriend and I will be but just not at school for a while ok because what will it look like when we Waltz in together when I only moved here a couple days ago. I don't want to be called a whore or a slut or a freak again trust me it's traumatizing. And look I get it if you don't want me anymore ok I know I suck but I was just hoping you'd be okay with it" you say with tears in your eyes once again

"Of course that's fine and no of course I still want you all I want is you and if only you and I know that makes it even more special between us."

He drops you down the block you walk home the rest of the way from there