I'm so tired
of hearing it all
again.
Why can't I
fucking navigate
my life?
I feel like shit
All these nightmares
and so called dreams
it feels like
god hates me personally
My life
is twisted
my soul has nowhere to go now
all of my instincts
have left me alone now
I had no idea
this
was part of the deal
I'm trying
it's hard
I'll never go far
and to think i was willing
to do this shitshow again?
Life tricked me once
and broke me to shards
it's doing it again
I'm fighting a war
This is tearing me apart
And to think I was
willing to do this
shitshow again.
Idk what the hell this is im so sorry
