So Close Yet So Far

Chapter 21

R-18.

Before he could take another step forward. I held his hand tsaka lumapit sa kanya upang harapin siya.

"I don't care Hugo." I said. Tumingin ako ng malumanay sa mga mata nito. "Use me all you want." I look intently in his eyes.

I don't care anymore I am indeed desperate, I want the best for our relationship.

This is what I wanted all along.

If using me for his satisfaction could save this relationship of ours then I'm willing to take the risk.

"I'm giving you the permission and the right to use me Hugo." He looked surprised and shocked with what I said.

I'm doing my best for this marriage, a little sacrifice won't sting.

"So use me Hugo. I will do the same to you" I said and kissed him passionately.

He remained shocked with the words that I said.  He shouldn't be, from what he said awhile ako ang iniisip nito pero ito ang kagustohan ko.

This is not just for his own satisfaction. It is also mine, I want our marriage to be a happy and contentious one.

I moved my hands to his chest as I remained kissing him. I don't know why pero unti unti kong binaba ang kamay ko till I reach his thing. I want him to give in. I held it with his clothes still on. Hindi

Ginapangan ako ng kaba dahil sa biglaan kong galaw. I didn't expect that I could actually urge to do that.

I felt his hardness.

"Fuck!" Marahan nitong sabi tsaka ako hinalikan pabalik.

His kisses became aggressive na para bang naputol ang mumunting pasensyang matagal ng kinikimkim.

His kisses is rough not like not like how he kissed me before but I like it.

I felt his hands travel to my breast and squeezed it. He is drunk I hope the alcohol is not the one doing this. Sobrang bilis ng mga galaw nito na para bang sabik ito.

I can't help but groan. I am only wearing a pajama set with no bra. I can almost feel him bare.

Binaba nito ang kamay nito hangang sa pinaka sensitibo kong parte.

He cupped my sex against my clothes, sobrang rahan ng nito pero para itong sabik na sabik.

"Ahh.." I moaned as he deepened his hands on my core.

I wish my clothes are off to feel his warmth even more. I can feel the heat building up inside my body. Naramdaman ko ang pag angat sa akin ni Hugo tsaka pinaikot ang aking binti sa bewang nito.

I hugged his neck for support.

He started walking to the stairs as we continued kissing passionately. I don't know how he managed to bring us up even with us kissing wildly.

Makalipas ang ilang sandali naramdaman ko ang pagbaba nito sa akin tsaka ako pinasandal sa pintuan.

He moved his hands inside my shirt and I felt him touch my boobs bare. Kumawala ako sa halikan namin upang palabasin ang mga halinghing na gustong kumawala.

Nararamdaman ko ang init ng kamay nito. He transferred his kisses to my neck na mas lalong nagpadagdag sa init na nararamdaman ko.

I felt him opened the door behind me tsaka ako inalalayan papasok.

I then heard him close the door. I opened my eyes to check where are we. We are in his room.

Excitement and anticipation is creeping all over me, parang babaliktad ang sikmura ko dahil sa halo halong emosyong nararamdaman.