kabeer aur sahil

part 4

Why ....like this......vo bhi ek ladke k liye...aisa feel kabhi nahi hua...jab meri girlfriend thi tab bhi nahi....waise bhi vo relation bhi 2 sal pahle sirf 6month k liye hi tha....phir bhi maine aise feel nahi kiya...
Andar aane per sab se milna milana start hua...per mera dil dimag dono ek hi jaga the...Why...ye feeling....sahil k liye...
Shit maine usse khubsurat bola....main regrate nahi kar raha...vo hai khubsurat...per es trha uske mu pe to nahi bolana chahiye tha...usse bura to nahi laga hoga....agar laga hota to vo blush nahi krta...
Ohhh...god I want to see that smile........
Aur vo aa gaya...
Vo meri mom aur meri sisters ko milne andar aya tha....unko milne k bad vo meri side aa k khada ho gaya..
Maine uske chahre ko ache se dekha..us ki ankhen brawn thi...plane brwan...per boht pyyari....normal Indian sķin colour...per boht zada attractive face....uske lips k niche ek mole bhi hai....boht ache se dekhne pe hi dikhga...
Achanak usne apna face mere face k kareeb laya.....zarurat se zada kareeb...meri sans attak gayi...uski sanse mere kan k pas mehsus hue....
Tum bina palke jhapkaye mujhe ghur rahe ho....koi notice kar lega....ye bol k vo sidhe khada ho gaya....aur main usse dekh raha tha....
Shit....meri samjh aate hi k usne kya kaha  mene nazre hata di....
Ab vo pakka mujhe pagal samjhega.....main ye kya kar raha hun...
Main chalta hun...
Kyu...maine bina soche hi pucha...me ye kya kar raha hun...mene dil hi me socha
Mujhe dad ka tiffin unhe dene jana hai...
Oh...
Bye...ye bol k vo chala gaya...
I feel sad....per Kyu.....itne jaldi main itna sara kaise feel kar sakta hun...
Ek tarf se acha hi hua...mujhe thoda relax time milega sochene k liye...
Beta tum thake honge ja k aram kar lo....
Han....
Me jaldi se fresh ho k bed pe late gaya....letne k bad ahsas hua k main kitna thaka hua tha...
Ankhen band ki...ankhon k samane wahi sahil ka smile krta hua chehra...shayed boht pyari nind aane wali hai aj...