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help jin
fri, july 15, 5:02 pm

hyunjin
guys
jisung broke up with me
in a fucking gc.

jeongin
oh the irony
wait i thought you said y'all
weren't dating

hyunjin
we aren't
but i really like him
and i fucked it all up
because i'm dramatic
and insecure

felix
wait a diddly darn minute?!

minho
no more simpson's for a week
that's the 6th reference TODAY

felix
lol no❤️
WHAT GC???

hyunjin
the 3racha gc
they added me because y'all
have your dorm gc and they
felt bad
oh and so y'all know chan
actively calls y'all the "bottom
dorm" i thought it was cuz y'all
apt is under us but he said that
wasn't the reason and laughed

minho
interesting🤔

jeongin
why does that man want me to
be a bottom so bad😭

felix
anyway back to the topic at hand
you said you were "dramatic"
and "insecure"
how did you come to this
conclusion?

minho
why is dramatic in quotes

jeongin
*emphasized minho's message*

felix
trying to be nice😊

hyunjin
you don't have to try and be
nice lix
we all know i'm dramatic af
but when we were in the dining
hall earlier some girl kept
making eyes at him and he was
doing it back and i got jealous
then dragged him to the
bathroom and i kissed him
which lead to us making out
and then chan walked in on us
if he didn't interrupt i'm
sure he would've had me
bent over the sink

minho
ou i've been here before

jeongin
last message? wasn't needed😵‍💫
wait lee know what?

felix
she was probably a fan

minho
like a year into our relationship
i was in a similar situation but
our situations obviously ended
a little...different...

hyunjin
*reply to felix*
i didn't even think of that part
i'm so stupid

minho
honestly if you truly like han
then you should talk to him
about what happened
oh yea and apologize to my
boyfriend before i beat your
ass🥰

hyunjin
yes sir🫡

jeongin
what'd he do to chan?

minho
he threatened to tell that greasy
old ass man abt our relationship
he won't even let me in his room

jeongin
why'd he leave that part out🤔

felix
plot convenience

jeongin
what else happened in the 3racha gc

minho
i'm not sure but he's very upset
he just said something about
a break up
nvm he's talking about hyunsung
legit almost passed out

jeongin
*laughed at minho's message*
seen by felix and minho

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ji💛
fri, july 15, 6:39 pm

jisung?

hyunjin

can we actually talk and not
argue this time?

i was talking
you were arguing

so what are you doing rn then?

correcting you
what else do you need to say?

i want to apologize first because
i was being an ass when we
spoke earlier and second i want
to try and make us work

i'm not sure if it will
i don't think you even
understand your feelings
towards me

no
i'm tired of people telling me
how i feel
i like you so why can't you
accept that?

because jin i don't want to get
hurt. i've held back on my
feelings (for the most part) for
a long time now. i tried to get
over my feelings by hooking up
with people but that didn't help
at all and neither did all the
flirting we did/do but hey it's a
part of our job. do you you know
what i'm most afraid of though?
what if one day you just decide
that you want to like seungmin
again? i really don't think my
heart can take that. and on top
of all of that you're not even
comfortable with your sexuality.

that was a low blow jisung.

i'm sorry but it had to be said
read 6:46 pm

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-ciarra
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