Willow
"mama"aria said
"yea mama"i said grabbing their bag
"ice cream"she said
"yall want ice cream"i said
"yes please"ace said
"we can get ice cream when we leave ok"i said they nodded i zipped the bag up and put their shoes on i put them on the ground and we walked out they are up and they are very energized so thats good the cold went away so i dont have to worry about that anymore we walked out the elevator i came face to face with omar and my phone dinged
Ma
im sorry we were all busy so omar is picking yall up
i rolled my eyes
"come on"i said to the twins they followed me outside he unlocked his car door and I opened it i put them in and buckled their seatbelt i closed the door and got in he got in and pulled off it was so awkward
"they want ice cream"i said
"ok"he said we went to the ice cream place and he parked i got out
"i dont need your money"i said closing the door we walked in i got two cups of vanilla ice cream we left and went home
"none of yall asses are busy stop lying so much dam"i said
"willow i will slap you stop playing with me girl"my dad said i waved him off i took the twins to my room and closed the door I locked it i took my hoodie off
"mama"aria said
"yes"i said she pointed at my baby bump
"my stomach"i said
"yes"ace said
"yall are gonna have more sisters and brothers"i said they started pouting
"whats wrong yall dont want no more siblings"i said sitting on the bed
"leave us mama"ace said as he started crying aria started crying to it broke my heart
"no mommys not leaving yall mommy is just having siblings for yall so yall have more people to play with theyre gonna stay with us"i said
"forever"aria said
"forever promise"i said holding my pinkies out they both interlocked their fingers with mines i kissed both of their foreheads
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they were crying for omar but i think he was sleeping
"ok come on we can go see if papas up"i said i picked them up and walked out the room it was like 12 at night i was tired but they wouldn't go to sleep i went to omars room I knocked on the door a minute later he opened it
"they wont stop crying for you"i said he took them out of my arms i was finna walk away
"mama"ace said
"yes papa"i said
"mama papa"aria said they wanted to sleep in the bed with both of us
"mama is going"omar cut me off
"they wont stop asking im not gonna hurt you and its just for tonight you on one side and im on the other they are in the middle we wont touch"he said i looked at the twins and back at him
"dont touch me"i said he nodded he moved out the way and i walked in his room i sat on his bed i took my slides off and laid down the twins climbed next to me and got under the cover omar cut the lights off and laid down i did not want to face this man but if either of us turned around they would go crazy
"you can go to sleep im not gonna kill you"he said
"please stop talking to me"i said
"ok"he said this petty ass nigga put his arm on my stomach
"move your hand omar"i said
"nah i think im going to go to sleep now"he said
"omar if you dont move your fucking hand i will I WILL chop that shit clean off"i said
"hmm a lil blood wont hurt"he said
"omar please for the sake of god i am not in the mood to do this with you today so please take your hand off of my stomach"i said
"i will if you agree to come to the living room and talk"he said
"about what omar"i whispered yelled because the twins had fallen asleep
"us"he said
"omar the last time we talked about "us" it resulted in this"i said pointing at my stomach
"just meet me in the living room"he said getting up he walked out the room i prepared myself for anything that was finna be said I prepared myself for all the tears that was finna come down i sat up and put my slides on i walked out I cracked the room door i went to the kitchen we started talking but we kept it down because it was very quiet in the house
"what can i do to change your mind willow i love you"he said
"is that not enough"he said
"saying you love me is different from actually loving me and sometimes loving someone isnt enough"i said
"you may have loved me before but now you dont you love the image of me but not me"i said
"thats not true i love you and ive always loved you"he said stepping up i backed up
"you never let me express my fucking self your always walking away but wanna scream at me for not being there"he said
"i dont see what expressing yourself has to do with you not be there but ok i cant keep fighting with you omar im pregnant and we both know how twin pregnancy is with stress so im not finna stress over this situation with you anymore i got my feelings out i have no more to say to you i said everything i needed to say i got out everything i needed because we cant keep stringing this along i loved you omar i did but you hurted me when you did what you did and tried to brush it off like it was normal that shit is not fucking normal cheating is not normal omar and if you think thats normal you need serious fucking help i dont know what YOU want from ME but ill give you anything ill sleep in the bed ill do anything just please dont talk to me anymore im begging you can you just stop talking to me stop touching me just stop all of it"i said
"if thats what you want willow"he said i could hear in his tone he was sad but i didnt care he wasnt there when i was sad so I followed him back to the room and he closed the door we both laid down but i turned on my side and thats how i went to sleep
