HIATUS | it's you || kamishiro rui REWRITE

2) jealousy jealousy

this was written in mid 2023 and i'm now deciding to post what i wrote back then, hopefully i can get back into writing to edit some of my current works. please enjoy, this is raw and unedited writing content that was supposed to be the first HALF of chapter 2

you can skip ahead if you would not like to read my little ramble btw!! 😅 (it's just a little overview of the writing for this fic along with some brief mentions of other fics that i've written)

so uhm something i wanted to mention about this story was that i'm going to try to attempt writing this more from rui's perspective instead of yn's/yours because i think that most of the story (or atleast from what i have planned out) will make more sense in his perspective

unlike the original version, i wanted to attempt to take this more in the "angst with a happy ending" route. and the "angsty" part of the story is coming MAINLY from rui's internal battle of his own feeling, things such as he's not good enough, he should try and move on, he needs to accept reality, etc.

i should probably also note that i'm not particularly good/experienced with writing angst so this might be...interesting 🤨

i will still be writing in 2nd pov, but it will be written from rui's perspective and OCCASIONALLY yn/your perspective

help i hope that makes sense, it makes sense in my brain but when i type it out it starts to get messy 😭

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a few more things!! i'm so sorry for my slow updates. if i'm being honest, i've been sorta losing interest in pjsk (i haven't opened the game in a good 7 months) but i still love rui and i'm trying to make somewhat of a comeback before school starts up again. i haven't been on wattpad lately due to some personal issues and busy schedule and i try to give longer chapters (quality over quantity guys!!!)

if you didn't already know, me and my fav online friend Vailen5 have made a shared account (slaygayvai ) where we have a ruikasa x gn! reader fic along with a howls moving castle au! rui x gn! reader (although this one will be on hold for now) and i also have my requests open in my rui oneshots fic

i was considering making a tsukasa oneshots request fic as well, but truly i'm personally don't think i'm good at writing tsukasa's character very well and i'm trying to improve, so it's a future possibility!! but if that's something you would like to see in the future i'll definitely consider it

IM DONE RAMBLING IM SORRY YOU CAN SKIP THIS IF U DONT WANT TO READ IT 😭

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i made a playlist for this fic :3
(the hyperlink is also in my conversations on my profile!!)

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6C5r4jS83dL6g01eWURAUU?si=d2vwlcAdQMS1oaLyyo5VhQ

"i'll quiet down if it's what you want, i understand i'm not the only one for you"
- i know you by faye webster

"the other woman, will always cry herself to sleep. the other woman, will never have his love to keep"
- the other woman by lana del rey