Dezzy only takes me out to eat cause she wants to talk or she's high. And right now she is not high.
I finished a crab leg before drinking some sprite, I had gloves on so my hands wouldn't get messy which I was grateful for. She just got a seafood pasta plate.
"So what you wanna talk about?"
"Huh?"
"You only take me out to eat when you wanna talk about something serious or you high, you not high." I straight faced her "I know you dezzy Ian slow."
"Ight, you caught me" She said doing that look "What's gone happen to me and you when you go off to college?" She asked me.
I looked down "I don't know...do you wanna try long distance?" I asked her looking back up "You know I'm down for it. But Thryi Ian with the bullshit you cheat on me again it's over ain't no coming back" She said seriously.
Yeah I cheated. It was a mistake, I was angry at the time at what we had argued about and I just wanted to get back at her. Haven't did it since and I didn't do anything with the girl we just texted and was planning on meeting up, the day of dezzy found out.
"I'm not going to do that again I swear too you." I promised "You made me realize exactly what I want, truth be told it's you."
"Aight mane stop allat sap shit for I cry innis hoe" She said looking around and I laughed.
"You sad that I'm leaving?"
"Fuck yeah why wouldn't I be?"
"It took us all this time to get it together and now I'm leaving that shit crazy to me" I said shocked "I'm sorry for playing wit you frl, I just ain't wanna hurt you if we was together and I was doing the stuff we was doing"
"Don't nobody wanna talk about the past we together now, we chillin and doing what we need to do, yeah you going to college but that don't change nun only you can change that, you expect me to be faithful down her I except the same it's simple" She told me and I nodded my head.
Dezzy was always much more mature then me even though I was older then her, age don't determine if you mature your mindset does frl.
"Imma miss you real bad."
"Real bad?" She laughed and I nodded my head "Pinky promise when I'm done wit college we gone move in together?" I held my pinky out.
"Of course shawdy I love you" She pinky promised me and I smiled cuffing our fingers together "I love you too."
After that we ate the rest of our food and laughed talking about nothing really but it was just about being with her that made it special.
We ended the night of just cuddling and enjoying each other's company, we wanted to remember each other just as is before the bullshit came (if it came) at any point.
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"Alright everything's in your truck." My dad said and I sighed giving him a big hug. I was always a daddy's girl I really didn't want to leave my family either they were pretty much all I knew.
"You'll be fine, if any body mess wit you imma kick they ass" He assured me "Not before I do it first shit" Mama came out with the baby and everyone else came out too.
"Bye Thryi" Ivy waved and Looked like she was finna cry "Don't cry pookie I love youuu girl" I reached in for a hug and she smacked my hands "Ian finna cry leave me alone" she crossed her arms and I laughed picking her up.
"You promise you gone come back?" She asked and Karter, Julian, and Azariah looked at me and I gave them all a big hug "of course imma come back y'all my lil family I need y'all" I laughed.
"Okayyyy!!" They all said before running back in the house "Here" Josiah dropped something in my hand and it was the friendship necklace me and him had matching but I lost my other half.
"Awnn I thought I lost this" I said tearing up and he laughed sniffing "Yeah I still had mines so I got it remade like mines but the other half." He said and I smiled and hugged him letting a tear slip out.
"I'm gonna miss you the most."
"Me too, but it's about time you left the nest" He laughed and Nehemiah came out with Adaleyah "And now I gotta leave right when you having the baby too" I smacked my lips grabbing Leyah.
"Imma miss you too Nemo take care of my brother" Even though he's not my brother he still is we grew up together like sibling thick as thieves basically.
"Of course"
"And you pretty girl don't give your momma hell" I said and she pouted at me before yawning and closing her eyes.
"Alright I gotta go" I sighed looking around and realized I haven't seen dezzy yet, she left early this morning and I haven't seen her since and she hasn't been replying to my calls.
"Anybody heard from dezzy?" I asked and everyone shook their heads. Milo didn't want to be around Jaylen and Jaylen had something to do today so I didn't mind I hung out with them days before so it didn't matter.
"Who got that big ass uhal?" My momma asked and I looked seeing dezzy driving it and I laughed before she parked and hopped out "what are you doing with that truck?"
"I'm coming with you, decided last night why should I do long distance when I don't have too?" She told me "I'm grown asf and I can leave anytime I want too." She shrugged her shoulders.
"You serious?"
"As a heart attack" Dezzy laughed.
"You ready?" I asked "As ready as I'll ever be shit girl come on."
"Byeeeee!!!" I waved "Be good!!, I love you lil girl" my momma looked at me with tears in his eyes. "I love you too" I hugged him and hopped in my car with dezzy following behind me.
I'm officially the happiest person alive.
Hey yalllll!
We just started school and I've been trying to finish this chapter it's kinda been hard because I never really focused on Thryi and dezzy but I wanna give every character a closing scene before I end this book yk.
But howd y'all like it? Anyways love y'all byeeee 😘.
