Life Of A Fat Girl

32

" so did yall go on another date ? " She asked 

" yeah , he took me to the Tower it was nice " I smiled 

" do you like him so far or what , like are yall still just vibing or are yall friends like what's tea? " She asked 

" I like him a lot but sometimes I miss Von too " I said 

" damn you still fucking with Von ? " She asked 

" me and Von been through a lot of shit together he's kind of like a first love " I spoke 

" It's like I can't explain it " I continued 

" so how do you feel about Von and how do you feel about Ja ? wait you still messing with Nardo" She asked 

" Me and Nardo not together we been arguing a lot I feel like he insecure he has a lot of problems but at the same time he sweet " I spoke 

" so he mean as hell but sweet at the same time basically " She asked 

" yeah basically , you see how he so quiet and shy he's like a baby " I said 

" what about Von " She asked 

" I can't lie , I love Von but I can't be with him because he cheats and lie too much I can't handle another heartbreak " I spoke 

" so if he wasn't a cheater and a liar you would be with him ? " She asked 

" of course " I answered 

" why are you crying girl ? " She asked handing me a paper towel off the table, I didn't even notice a tear rolling down my face 

" I don't even know " I spoke grabbing the paper towel 

" you on your period ? " She asked I shook my head

" It's just that I love him so much he was like my best friend " I cried 

" I would jump in front a bullet for that boy, we don't even talk how we used to I haven't spoke to him in a long time " I continued 

" let it out girl " Mali spoke patting my back 

" Like I got other friends, but I still want to call him and talk to him about stuff sometimes, and get his opinion about stuff like I used too " I ranted 

" He forgot about me, he doesn't love me no more " I continued 

" On the other end he probably thinks you forgot about him " Mali spoke 

" He doesn't care " I wiped my tears 

" You don't know that Riri " She spoke 

" Call him " she said 

" I don't even have his number anymore I think he changed it " I said 

" But I don't want to talk about him no more " I spoke 

" So, Ja, you fucked him? " Mali asked 

" yep " I spoke 

" why? you know that's that girl boyfriend" She spoke 

" Cause I was bored & he fine, so I had to see what that was like " I shrugged 

" And what girl? he told me he was single" I asked 

" Girl that's Serenity man " Mali spoke 

" Serenity who?! " I asked 

" Girl you know which Serenity I'm talking about " She spoke 

" Asia best friend, your sister " She added 

" He told me he was singleeee " I spoke 

" so, he been lying to me " I added 

"And how are they even together? they in some long-distance type of relationship? that bitch don't even stay in the city" I said 

"I don't know but she got a few pictures of them on facetime in her highlights talking about " my baby " " Mali spoke 

" You know I'm blocked and that's not my sister, she always talks about how I'm a fat bitch, but I took her man " I laughed 

" The jokes write themselves " Mali spoke 

" And girl you bipolar as hell " she laughed

------

" All you do is put me down! I don't want to be with somebody that's like that I should've stopped fucking with you when you told me to watch my back you a lame ass nigga g" I snapped over the phone 

" Riri you just another fat ugly bitch, I can find 1000 of other bitches like you, you playing yourself " Nardo spoke 

" But after this you'll be texting ME, apologizing talking about you sorry " I spoke 

" Then you'll buy me some expensive shit and think everything cool " I continued 

" YOU CAN'T BUY ME NARDO " I yelled into the phone

" Bitch I been buying you; you aint say all this when I got you them Balenciaga's " He spoke 

" Some Balenciaga's that's floating in the bottom of a fucking river " I laughed 

" Why did you even call me just to argue right? " I asked 

" Riri you aint nothing but a hoe, my side bitch- " he started 

" Never mind, nobody will love you like I loved your dumb ass you just stupid, what nigga actually want to be with a fat lazy bitch? them niggas just using you for a nut dumb ass " He chuckled 

" Bye Nardo " I spoke hanging up in his face I could feel the tears flowing 

I threw my phone against the wall and sat on my bed crying 

" Why am I never good enough? " I thought crying my eyes out 

------------------------------------------