[MTL]How Can I Get Rid of Him[BL]

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I sobbed and pointed at him and shouted, "Go chase... chase him..." A came up to pull me again, this time I kicked him hard, I didn't think I had that much strength, but he just sat on the ground. I don't know if it's real or fake, he called me from behind, I ignored him, closed the door and left.Oh, but he didn't come out to chase me either.

I grabbed my luggage and found a hotel to stay, and the lady at the front desk stared at me several times. At that time, I thought it might be because I was handsome ( ?° ?? ?°). Later, the lady at the checkout day Said, if I hadn't looked at my ID card and watched me cry like that, I would have thought I was a high school student who ran away from home (embarrassment.jpg).

I stayed in the hotel for a few days. I went to work during the day and went out to dinner with my colleagues at night. I also attended parties. I just didn’t want to go back to the hotel alone. I actually don't know what I want to do, do I really want to break up? no. Do you want to do it and then go back? Neither. I just want an attitude, I want A to give me a clear attitude that I am more important than B, but A did not contact me in those days.

Normal people have long been cold, and I... I dare not say it for fear that you will bombard me... (fear.jpg)

Hey, the truth is, I was able to hold back a few days ago, and then I think more and more A, I couldn't help but read what his social software posted. On the day I left, he posted a photo of his hand slashed with blood by the glass. Someone asked him what was wrong, and he said it was made by the cat at home.

? ? ? We don't have cats, so he means I got it? I just pushed him twice, I don't know if he was scratched when he was sitting on the ground.

A seldom posts on Moments. He also posts pictures of what team won or travel scenery. He is too lazy to post on Moments because of his lame leg. I think he just posted them to me.

He knew that I couldn't help but look at his Moments, and then I would feel guilty when I saw his hand hurt. As soon as I felt guilty, my anger disappeared. He could guess all the thoughts in my heart. He knew my feelings. The weakness, in a word, is that he thinks he's got me.

Two days later he sent another text: My cat ran away from home (heartbroken.jpg).

I felt as if I was doing reading comprehension. What does cat mean? Like the previous circle of friends, referring to me? Or did his parents really have a cat and then the cat ran away? If it refers to me, then he said that I ran away from home, which means that he regards the place where we live as home? That broken heart symbol means he's sad that I'm gone?

On weekends, I thought about his words all morning, and invited my colleagues to eat and drink in the evening. I'm not good at drinking. I got drunk after a few bottles. My colleagues didn't know where my house was. I couldn't tell if they asked me.    

Then I asked my colleague to call A. The colleague thought he was really my brother, so he called him and said that your brother was drunk. We are in XXX. Do you have time to pick him up?     Later, I was really drunk. When A came to pick me up and how he dragged me home, I don't remember at all. I only know that I woke up in the morning lying on the bed at home, and he changed all my clothes, because I took all my clothes away when I ran away from home, so all the underwear I wore were his.    

When I woke up, he was already up and bought the crab roe soup dumpling that I liked, and then my heart softened, he still cared about me a little bit.I wrote in ink that I didn't go to breakfast. After all, I'm still arguing, right? It's really shameful to eat like this.    

A knows what I'm thinking, sitting at the dining table while flipping through the newspaper and saying that you want to lose your temper after breakfast, lest you faint from hypoglycemia again.     During my mother's death, I fainted twice because of not eating and having low blood sugar.Maybe this is where A is so powerful. Saying the right words at the right time can easily make the defense that I finally built in my heart collapse.    

While eating, I wondered if I was going too far. In fact, he took me and B to dinner, and then I quarreled with him and ran away from home, as if there was nothing wrong with what he did.     After breakfast, he asked me what I was doing in the afternoon, and I asked him if we were reconciled? He said you think so.    

Then in the afternoon he took me to take my luggage home. All in all, I still love him. When something happens, I always want to find a reason for him and comfort myself. This is a small matter. People in love, that is how they compromise again and again and lower the bottom line again and again.

After the quarrel, he was more interested in me than before. He made me breakfast in the morning and took me out to play on weekends. During the period, he also had a fight with a boy who was chasing me. I really thought I was with him. The relationship will get better and better until that happens.

[1st floor] Are you satisfied_: What happened, you say, don't make your appetite? (Go 'quote.jpg)

[2nd floor] xixi steel straight': Landlord, are you ugly, fat, and acne-prone ? Otherwise how can you be so cheap?

[3rd Floor] That flower, that man, that dog: Are there personal attacks upstairs? Too much

[4th Floor] xixi Steel Straight': I just want to scold him to wake him up, some people you can't understand when you talk well

[5th Floor] That flower, that person, that dog: Didn't the landlord say break up? Woke up early to scold you?

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[9th Floor] I want to lose weight to 2 digits: lz Let me tell the truth, you are used to A being so scumbag. Even if two people get along with different status, there is still a bottom line. Your blind tolerance and indulgence will only make him less and less serious about you. Think about how your family loves you so much, but you don't know how to love yourself. I won't sympathize with you. In a word, you deserve it.

[10th floor] Carrie: Xiaoxi, the scumbag didn't contact you when you ran away from home. My boyfriend broke up 2,000 times earlier (indifferent.jpg)

[11th floor] initialgone: There was a quarrel upstairs now...