Daze

As i looked out on the cliff, I lost my breath. It was so pretty i am so happy i could spend my last minute looking at this view, Yeah thats it. I was ending my life tonight. I always wanted to but never did, Tonight, Was the night. After i while if sitting there i thought to myself. Should i write a note to people i care for most? I did, Put next to my rock this cliff was my favorite place to get away from people if i didn't com home they would come here. I placed the note under a rock my favorite one to be exact. And then i took a derp breath dropped my phone everything and was ready to job. I heard someone scream my name. It was my cousin, My cousin ran to find me. She screamed "DON'T PLEASE DON'T GO!" I threw my body on the floor, Breaking into tears. My cousin held me, "I love you." I said very shaken. My cousin replied also shaken "I love you too, I was worried about you?" I took a deep breath and stepped away from the edge. She cared she really did, For me? Why me? I am nothing important. But sure, I held her so tight i wouldn't let go. We walked back to the house still crying. Everyone seemed like i never left, My mom asked "Do you need to go a mental hospital?" My cousin pulled me away shoving my mom "Sh doesn't need anything from you, You're the worst mother on this planet. You do nothing but yell at her and make her life a living hell with trauma and more. Just go." We walked away to my cousins room. I said happily "Thanks for saying that to mom" She nodded. My ant comes running in, "Omg hunny are you ok, I was in the the bathroom just now. I was worried." In a very not worried voice. "I am fine thanks i guess." I said kinda annoyed. My sister tells her to leave, She left. After maybe an hour my cousin leaves to go get me food she cane back with my favorite. Life was ass, but in some places it was really nice.