Hi, from the very first time i started thinking seriously I knew I was special. I am a weirdo but a really normal person as well. I have really important missions in my life. Sometimes I would think that nothing is here for me so why live? But I live for my parents, friends and just people that I love.It's kinda hard when you live for someone else and not for you. I've never liked someone before, it's my first time. I don't know... it's just feels right. I know he kinda likes me because I think that in some moments I am perfect but sometimes I am just trash and why would he like someone just like me??? I don't understand how nowadays teens want bf/gf you just can't want them, that's stupid. You can't just want a relationship. When you find person you really like that's when you want her/him to be your gf/bf, because you want relationship with them not just to have a love partner. Idk I am like the greatest therapist around my friends and more then I help them more I think that they don't know me. They're life is ,,omg who do I choose- Jacob or Nick-" ,,my parents are so bad, they don't want me to go to a party which starts at 11pm" girl my parents want me to be at home max-9 so just STOP. Plus it's not just that my life is harder for them but i hide it well, sometimes I think what if they hide they're sad side as well... but I am still always the therapist so if they can handle big terrible problems they can't solve this easy ones? Parents always think they raise a good child while being way too overprotective, bit guess what..? You are raising a child who lies 24/7 and never open ups to you. Great job. But I can't thank my parents for who they raised, I am happy and glad I am who I am. I make mistakes I always learn, sometimes I don't learn from them, sometimes I do. So and advice from me - everything takes time just wait, if you handled living on this earth yesterday, you can do that today as well. Dreams come true you just need to start loving even the small things. Go get a great life and enjoy it, even if it takes a while to built one...
