the faucet in my bathroom is broken

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my bathroom sink faucet is broken
never stops dripping, clumps of mascara
red hair dye stains creeping out the bowl
like the twisted monster i feel i have inside
it loves to watch me cry and puke and bleed
but sometimes it's just so sweet and tame
taxidermy clone of myself in the mirror
somethings just a little bit off in his eyes
and then i realise his hand tracing my thigh
his grip gets tighter, nails sink into my skin
and his staggering teeth gnawing at my neck
and then he stops and disappears for a bit
we repeat our exchange every now and then
until then i'll watch my sink faucet dripping
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meaning:
i have a leaky faucet in my bathroom and it drives me nuts sometimes. fun fact, when i'm depressed or anxious i always go sit on my bathroom floor, if i'm not at my house i will find a bathroom to sit in. the only thing that sucks about this is mirrors, which seem to taunt me whenever i see my crying reflection. this is basically about that shitty feeling of looking at yourself in the mirror after a hard cry

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