~Lonely Loving~

~Chapter 1~~The Start~

Björn:

It's 1147. I'm in Bloodlust France. It's a cold, wet and miserable February here. I hate the cold and wet days. I have lost too many to this hell of life; including my mother who was killed by the Muslims during a raid. We had her funeral yesterday when it was also cold and miserable. It truly was a misfortunate day. My brother still doesn't know about her unfortunate death but we all know it will be a travesty for him. Ever since my father's death, he hasn't been the same. We all haven't been the same. My eldest sister is to be wed to a man she despises, My brother is now a wealthy noble, My youngest sister is to have her 5th child in June, And I am going to join the crusade to the holy land soon along with my brother.

Celestia:

It's February 15th, 1147 and once again it's rainy and cold in Lavender hill England. All I want is to go home and spend time with my wonderful cat Finnian. At this point, he is my entire world and I love him more than anything but I still have until sunset to bake. I know it will be a long day but I can still wish it would end soon. At least I enjoy baking and I get to be in the nice castle with all the sweet maids, knights, and the nice noble August. I love the castle and everyone I work with and everyone here is like the family I never really got. I just wish my siblings would have gotten to see how well I am doing now. I just know momma and father would be so happy with how I am treating myself now but at least I have my best friend Argenta.

Argenta:

February 15, 1147. It is a normal day for Lavender hill England. Since I can't write or read, I am having my great friend Celestia write my journal entries. Today was an interesting day. It felt longer than all the others. Then again I normally have a lot to do in a day but today I didn't. My father was weird this morning. He seemed upset at something. Maybe something my brother did again or maybe something my sister had said the next night to him. He has really been struggling ever since mom's death 2 years ago. I know it wasn't because of me since I had to run out the door as fast as possible because I had woken up late. I just hope he isn't getting ill and losing his mind.

Agustus:

Feb 15th, 1147. I keep wondering how my family is doing. I miss them so much. Especially my mother and brother. I know my sisters are good from the last letter I got. Isabella is getting married soon so that's wonderful. Then in June Alice is giving birth to her 5th. I hope I can make it to England in time so I will have to leave soon but for now, I shall just take care of my castle.