All the promises we kept
meant nothing to you.
Go crush my heart with your filthy shoe
and ignore the wasted tears i wept.
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As i look in the mirror with lifeless eyes,
i remember when we were close;
My taller younger brother, why was it this path you chose?
this was the path our friendship took to its demise.
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there is a scar left by you on my heart.
Nothing yet has come close to healing it;
I feel that there is no hope and i want to quit,
but the last remnants of our friendship i cannot part
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Your name, it never failed to make me smile
but now it casts a cloud over my mood.
You dont know when to leave me alone to brood.
You know? Just try to make what you say worthwhile
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I can't look at your face;
i avert my eyes before ours can meet
and let my tearful eyes stare at my feet.
Unforgettable are you, your image i cannot erase
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Siblinghood, friendship love;
it doesnt matter.
You ripped out my heart and served it on a silver platter,
Never soiling your white glove.
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When I first met you, your eyes were so bright
But now i see it as an evil glint,
To see any form of humanity I have to squint
and attempt to see through the cloud of dark light.
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Do you like hear my cries?
Every word, smile, laugh, or twinkle of you eye is a hit
and it just reminds me that i can't take this shit.
EVERYTHING was a lie....
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Do you remember the promises we kept?
Did they mean nothing to you?
Yeah... just go ahead a crush me heart again with your filthy shoe
while i take back all those tears i wept.
