There are so many things I want to say
I think this will be the right way
To write it
To make a free verse
There are some words I can not express verbally
It clouded my feelings
It fills my heart
I want to let it flow
but I am scared
I am happy and afterward, I am not
I am dramatic that I cannot deny
I also overthink too much, especially at night
I really don't want to dream
I do not want it to affect my real life
Imaginations always became my comfort
I ought to stop it
It worked
I am now experiencing reality
But I think it is not also easy
Vague.
Deep.
Too many emotions
So I didn't know what to feel.
