I was in the highschool and spent my teenage life as a student full of love.I had this crush on this guy.He is my classmate.I dont how i can catch feeling for him.It is so sudden.Nothing special about him..He is someone that not talk too much in the class and he's not really have lot of friends .We dont talk to each other but i know him and his know me...One day,i chat him at whatsapp and i start to save his num.Finally,he save my number..i was very excited because i can chat him whenever i want.After a long time.we chatting on whatsapp but we look like totally a stranger at schools.No one noticed that i and him was a bit close because nobody ever saw us talking or spent time together..I dont want to confess my feelings to him because im afraid that he will rejected me..on november 2021,i was shock because he confess his feeling to me.I dont accept or deny his feeling but he already know that i like him for a very long time..until one day..this one girl(my classmates too) was flirting him..and he just go on with that girl..i felt like "oh my goddess..my heart is hurt" how can you talk to that girl but not willing to talk with in person..it's hurt my feeling.And After that the girl kmew that i secretly chat with my crush then the girl flirt my crush everyday.,took his picture in front of me and chat him.I can't hold my jealous..so that,slowly i lost my feelings for him..I try to heal my own feeling.After one month.I was attract to one guy.His name is Haqimi.He is not my classmate and he never knew i was exist.So i stalk him from my friends and other guy who's know him.After a long time..When i was eat with my friends at dewan makan,i saw him across my table.That time,i got butterflies in my stomach..I fall In love with him deeply.He has a nice smile..A nice personality and different style with my last ex crushes.I love the way he style his outfit.It's look so simple and from that on.I know that he's my taste.He look a bit innocent masyaallah.He is very attractive to me.Then i start to catch feeling on him.
