In the fall of 2021 I fell in love with one of the most known and "attractive" guys at school confused and sounds like another love story huh, your absolutely right it's not that horrible but let's take it back to the mid beginning of school. On the second week of September I was getting over my first short crush on a kid who I had no Intensions on dating just was bored and wanting to have some kind of feelings for someone cause why not. One day I was in the cafeteria with my friend Waiting for our names to be called to notify that our parents were here to get us we waited a little over the time and had to meet our ways outside to Stand and wait in 80 degree North Carolina weather, I turn to look to my right and I see a guy who seems to be over the average height for a tween boy in the 7th grade of middle school hunched of with his curly dark brown hair covering only his eyes on his phone sitting on the bench. My mouth dropped I turned to my friend and immediately turned her towards the guy I was pfennig for, she seen nothing in him but I did that's all I could keep looking at, ofc she caught on to it and asked if that was my new crush I ofc denied it cause why would I say that I'd like someone I just met and know NOTHING about, so I began to beg her to ask him when his number was so I could possibly get it and she constantly refused to the point where we made a deal that mid way once her mom comes to pick her up she will ask him, we both agreed once her mom was mid way she yelled "HEY KID MY FRIEND WANTS YOUR NUMBER". I was EMBARRASSED she yelled it so loud that not only he himself heard but the rest of the exhausted kids waiting for their ride heard it "BRO WHY WOULD YOU SAY IT SO LOUD" "you told me you wanted me to ask, we made the bet" as she walked to her moms car waving me goodbye out of her half rolled down window. I was outraged that I had to now stand here by myself in embarrassment due to her making that "scene". Not far after my mom Finally was there to pick me up I hurried and got in the car and looked out the window to still see him at the bench in the same position as before. I check in with my friend at the time to see who this guy was " hey do yk who this guy is?" "Oh yeah that looks like (let's call him J) J!" "J?" Once I was told that I thought to myself and came to the thought that ive never heard of him ever at school, Turns that he was one of the most know guy that most girls crushed on at school and now I was one of his next mini simps.The next couple months It just got more intense feelings and not only that at that point I was given his Instagram so ofc I was reaching out until one day I confessed and was "friend zoned" or In other words "rejected" by my majorly over crushed on guy so ofc I was in my feels for the majority of the school year. You must think this is the end of it huh, your WRONG it's not the end let's take it to the end of the school year (not literal but close to the end) Things are getting all wrapped up we were getting ready for our finals,few months back I finally got over him and I was moved on even though after I lost feelings I always got signs of him either it was his name everywhere or readings describing his personality along with him being in my P.E class. On May 25 I started talking to a guy let's call him J2.o, now I've already talked to him before and know who he was he was J's best friend and they were always fruity with each other.
