If only (Mattheo X Y/n)

~⚠️C H A P T E R XIX⚠️~

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Y/n pov

I didn't know what to do or where to go.
I couldn't talk to anyone about it because then they'd have to know the entire plan. So basically i'm stuck in the person i want to see last right now's room.

After a few hours of wondering what to do with myself i decided to get changed from my school robes as i had been in them for pretty much the entire day.

I slid off my robes and uniform into just my underwear and placed one of Mattheo's t shits over me which acted as more of a dress just showing the bottom half of my arse. I didn't care that i was mad at him i just wanted to change out of my sweaty uniform and let's face it, there was no chance of him coming back here tonight so it didn't really matter what i wore of his. He wouldn't know.

I tucked myself under the covers of his enormous bed and set my head down on the pillow filling my nose with his scent.

I used my wand to put the Tv on which was placed opposite the bed on the wall and watched some of my favourite movies to cheer myself up a bit. His room is so nice have i ever mentioned that?

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After 3 hours of watching films the heat of his bedding began to get too much for me to handle so i slipped out of the sheets and lied on top of them exposing myself as the shirt rode up to my belly and my thongs complement my butt.

Suddenly, the door handle twisted downwards and a familiar figure entered the room. Way to kill the mood.

To be honest, i was too focused on the intense scene in the movie to really acknowledge the fact that i shouldn't be in his dorm room or even what i was wearing.

I only really took notice when the space next to me in the bed was filled by him throwing himself onto it. I peeked my eyes over to see that he was just ignoring me but that's when it hit me. From the position i was lying in my butt was fully on display to his side of the bed putting myself in the most vulnerable place.

If i moved, it would just draw more attention, but without thinking properly, i moved my stomach inwards which only made it worse by sticking my arse out further to him. Shit. That went well.

He let out a meaningful sigh and lay his head back against the wall and mumbled something that i could only just here.
"Fuck"

He pulled his grey sweatpants down as he sat up right and spread his legs out on the bed grazing my leg with his foot.

I turned to look at him with an eye brow raised expecting him to have a rant about why i'm here but instead my eyes found themselves focused on a large bulge between his legs that he wasn't even trying to hide.

"Don't act surprised Y/n, look at you"
He breathed not even making eye contact with me, instead he just starting watching the film on his Tv. Is he serious?

I tutted at his behaviour and curled myself further away pulling my leg away from his body so we weren't touching.

I felt his gaze go back to my exposed butt as he bucked his hips slightly. Oh my.

"How long do you want to stare at it"
I mumbled finally pulling his shirt down covering up which was probably very long overdue.

"Well you didn't seem to mind"
He smirked, adjusting his joggers again.

A sudden feeling dropped in my stomach as i imagined how far this might go. What could happen if i wasn't so mad at him. What i've secretly been craving to happen. My belly fluttered more as those thoughts spiralled my mind causing the feeling to travel down to my area making me squeeze my legs lightly.

"See. I know what you want"
He spoke pulling his body closer to me and running his finger up my theigh until he slowed down at my underwear strap. I really hope i can fight this off.

He started placing rough kisses on my neck as his hand played around with my thin thongs.

"Mattheo"
I moaned out, slipping my hand over his masculine hand and grabbing it tightly making him stop.

"What, you don't want this?"
He questioned knowing i wanted it more than anything.
In that moment i knew i couldn't stop what was about to happen...

(TW for next chapter 🥵)