I feel like I'm having a panic attack

" Aye yall run ta da stoe fa me right quick " I heard Sincere say.

I cried while beating my self up I guess I never really got over my mother death , when I think about it for real its trigger me.

" Bae chill " Sincere said holding my hands stopping me from fighting myself.

Sincere ( Osama ) Pov

I held Ashanti while she cried cuh she looked hurt asl not even 5 minutes later she was sleep.

I carried her ta my bed befoe grabbing my phone outta my pocket.

I checked the time be foe sitting at the end watching ha.

Ashanti pov
Couple hours later

I rubbed my eyes before stretching , I sat up noticing I was in Sincere bed I looked around the room before locking eyes with him he was sitting in a chair in the corner of the room watching me.

" Dude your werid " I chuckled before getting out of his bed , I stretched one more time before walking to his bathroom that was connected to his room.

He followed leaning on the wall as I used the bedroom " What " I said staring at him.

" You straight? " He asked making me raise my eyebrow " Yeah dude I just woke up " I chuckled before grabbing the tissue wiping my self.

He didn't say anything but stare as I pulled up my shorts before washing my hands, as I washed my hands I thought about early.

Sincere walked out as I dried my hands I stared at myself in the mirror thinking he probably think im crazy because I woke up like nothing happened.

I walked out the bathroom grabbing my keys and phone " Fuck you going? " He asked as I walked downstairs on my phone.

" Home " I mumbled I guess he didn't hear me because he yank my arm " Sincere what the fuck " I said before picking up my phone because he made me drop it.

He ignored that my phone fell " Where you going ? " He asked calm " Home I might be back " I said before rolling my eyes walking out.

" Fuck you gotta attitude fa? " He asked.

" Why are you being so aggressive? " I asked staring at him , he took a deep breath before speaking.

" Whatchu going home fa? " He asked.

" I can't go home? " I raised my eyebrow " Ian say all that I said what whatchu going home fa? " He said.

" Personal things " I said making him chuckle before nodding his head " Igh Ashanti " He said before walking away.

I didn't reply I just walked out his house  going to my car.

As I got into my car I connected my phone and played Heart & Soul by Youngboy

20 minutes

I pulled up my father house I seen a extra car in the drive way which let me know his lady was here.

It started raining as soon as I got out, I walked up to the house before unlocking the door with my key.

As I walked in I heard giggling , They were on the couch on white people shit eating cheese and drinking wine, now father you ain never did no shit like this what the hell.

Sorry if I sounded a bit racist

" Oh hey honey " The lady said

What is her name ? Lol

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