Trigger warning: Self harm and negative body image
"You're going to eat all of that?"
it took only seven words to make me lose my appetite
it took only seven words to make me put down the meal that I have been craving all week
it took only seven words for you to crush my soul and create blades out of it that you use to cut my wrist
I shouldn't let you affect me but you do can't really block out someone that you see almost every day
You bought us a scale as a present hoping that I would step on it every morning to criticize my weight
"I hope you can keep your shape when your older and not get a muffin"
"Too skinny"
"Wow you can eat that much?"
Your comments are like bullets because there coming from someone I love
I guess this is what I deserve for treating you bad in the past
But how can you blame a child for acting out
I get it I was wrong, but I'm trying to make up for it
But you'll never be satisfied, so why do I even try?
I mean there just seven meaningless words
An: I do not promote body shaming or self harm these are just one of the problems that I have gone through If you are struggling with any of theses feel free to talk to me my DMs are always open and do seek professional help. Remember you are perfect the way you are and I love you MAWH❤.
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Fealings Can Be Dangerous
שיריםHave you ever thought about how much your actions can affect people for the better or for worse? In these series of poems you will learn how feelings can be dangerous.
