rock bottom.

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My life sucks. Its official it really does. 2 and a half weeks.2 and a half  fucking weeks I was gone for. Until Max found me in an abandoned trailer in the trailer Park where she lives.

God knows why she was 'exploring' at 4 in the morning; People where going crazy when they found out I was missing. search parties, cops,posters. You name it and my mom put them up.

My time spend at the abandoned trailer was, dare I say. Eye opening. I never knew the amount of different types of people that lived in that trailer Park or why and how the hell they endedup here.

When I did need food I would sneak off to the nearby 24 hr Store. with whatever money I brought with me, which wasn't much. I basically lived off ciggaretsand whatever other drugs I could get my hands on.

You should have seen the luck on Mike and Nancy's face when they saw me come out of that disgusting trailer. It was almost the whole town and every cop on the street pointing flashlights at my face.

It was humiliating. Everyone expects me to be someone I don't even know who I am, why don't i get to choose? People tell you who you are without even having a chance to ask yourself the same question.

I don't know why max had to call the cops, she could have done it another way. Although I was happy to see my family I felt a though my little 'self discovery' was cut too short.

That's the problem,no one knows how fucking suffocating my home is. The expectations of everyone around me are at an all time high since I got back and everyone has been on edge.

It's like they're worried they're going to say the wrong thing to me and Im going to snap. Maybe I will.

Cheer captain, top of my classes.

That's the person I used to be. This year, this is MY year ; and school starts tomorrow so I have to get my shit together.

But fuck....I need to find a new dealer and fast.

AUTHORS NOTE
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Hello my loves! I apologise if this chapter is shorter than you expected, I just needed to redirect where I was really going with this story and I'm liking the direction so far! Please comment what you think beauties! Thanks so much for taking the time to read my story <3

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